Tuesday, January 29, 2008

i have lost.
after much wars that i have fought.
i have lost.
ever since it started.

i see myself in a large crowd, and i thought i was the main lead.
but i am wrong. terribly wrong.
what's wrong?
i guess this is how insignificant i am.

insignificant me, giving insignificant thoughts, care and concern.
insignificant contributions, insignificant effects.
how much insignificant efforts i have to put in, in order to reach that significant level in your heart?
it seems so far to attain.
it seems so hard to reach.
i have tried.
really hard.

i am not pissed or angry.
i am just a little upset.

Purely Writen by weiqi at 11:38 PM

Friday, January 25, 2008

陈奕迅-预感

爱你变习惯不再稀罕
我们该冷静谈一谈
你说你喜欢一点点浪漫
却把跟随我的脚步放慢
没有你分享分担我的快乐悲伤
心情天天天天纷乱
我一再试探你一再隐瞒
是谁改变爱情原来的模样

有一种预感爱就要离岸
所有回忆却慢慢碎成片断
不能尽欢爱总是苦短
我只想要你最后的答案
有一种预感想挽回太难
对你还有无可救药的期盼
我坐立难安望眼欲穿
我会永远守在灯火阑珊的地方

Purely Writen by weiqi at 2:47 PM

开始了解那真正的原因。
开始知道应该怎么处理。
开始体会到那种不知所措的感觉。
开始让自己看开一点。
开始要学会不去流泪。
开始试着独立的生活。
开始学习不去想太多。

如果我真的先离开这世界，你会恨我吗?
如果没有我在你身边，你还是能过的很好，对吗?

你 _ 我吗?如果 _ ，那又是多少呢?

Purely Writen by weiqi at 2:45 AM

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

距离是如何造成的?
是一方太过于积极想挽回，而让对方感到反感?
还是另一方的忽视?
还是另一方的放弃?
心不够近才怕距离。就是答案吗?

距离是选择吗?
还是感情控制的?
感情虽说负面的，但自己的选择还是最终的答案，不是吗?
不管一方费尽多少力气，这距离只会越来越远。
远得不能挽回，不能够抢救。
最终，谁的伤痕最多?
谁又能再一次相信爱情是永恒的?

想太多是多余的吗?
不想才是对的吗?
不想是一个不好的前兆吗?
也许是个放弃的开始，也许是麻痹了。

告诉我，我应该怎么办。。。
仿佛正在来回访地狱和天堂。。。
有一点。。。难受。。。

Purely Writen by weiqi at 9:28 PM

Sunday, January 13, 2008

这是个过渡期吗?
两人都似乎累了。
鼓励的话都没办法说出口。
不知所措。都不知道下一步该如何走。
只能等。等待一个转机，一个奇迹。
眼睁睁看见彼此的距离越拉越远。
无能为力。
这就是我们的命运，对吗?

Purely Writen by weiqi at 4:44 AM

Saturday, January 12, 2008

现在的我
脑海一片混乱
我到底要的是什么?
我在要求什么?
下一步应该这么走?
我应该用什么心态来面对呢?
我要如何说服自己一切都会没事?
不管我有都猴急，渴望，这一切一切都不在我的控制范围。
如何让自己能跨出那一大步，让自己不计较，让自己不再那么在乎?
如何让自己看清自己的世界，在不知不觉中看见美丽的风景?
如何能把手放松，放开时也能洒脱，也能减轻伤口?
我要得是一点指示，一点的勇气，一点的信心。
在那里才能找到呢?

单手承担，不如放手。对吗?

Purely Writen by weiqi at 4:26 PM

Wednesday, January 09, 2008

haha.
this is getting so interesting.
i guess we will onli realise when it has faded away.
jia you lor~

how dramatic can life be??
wad a disgraceful act that i have performed.
haha.
shame on me.
they should not be part of it.
they are the wasted cast.
i guess i need to stop them from coming in.
jia you ba, weiqi.

this is how life can be.
interesting, isn't it?

Purely Writen by weiqi at 11:24 PM

Tuesday, January 08, 2008

i am the happiest girl on earth ^^

hahaha. concern huh. how concern is ur concern?
the speed of the reply shows everything.
ahem. are u bothered at all?
haha. i dun tink so.
enjoy wadever u are doing ba.
in the means of it, dun forget ur surname. ^^

yea. and tml will just be a brand new day.
what happened yest was just for yest right?
and ya. u wun be bothered by wad happened yest.
aren't u cool?
yes.
so cool.
haha. making me feel so. uncool.

haha. let this be the fact.
i am the fine and happy ^^
this is wad u want me to be ya.
just rmb that i am the happiest girl.
so nice of me rite.

Purely Writen by weiqi at 2:56 AM

Monday, January 07, 2008

things are supposed to get better, but it dun seems to be.
misunderstanding has been cleared, apology has been said, compromise has been performed.
but. but. i feel the unsteadiness.
do not know what can i actually do to make myself to feel better.
guess u are fine. hope u are. (=

dunno what can i say further.
what do u need now?
attention? comfort?
the emptiness.
sorry. maybe i am not the one to fill them up.
it has reached a max.
i dunno what else can i do to make things better.
follow ur passion, thats wad i can say.
i guess its not too late for a return.

its just the beginning of 2008.
and i am dreading.
but still, there are still some ppl that will add a little more sunshine to my life.
thanks to them.

helpless.icraveforthesmileiusedtohave.

Purely Writen by weiqi at 11:17 PM

Friday, January 04, 2008

Sunny came home to her favorite room
Sunny sat down in the kitchen
She opened a book and a box of tools
Sunny came home with a mission

She says days go by I am hypnotized
I'm walking on a wire
I close my eyes and fly out of my mind
Into the fire

Sunny came home with a list of names
She didn't believe in transcendence
It's time for a few small repairs she said
Sunny came home with a vengeance

She says days go by I don't know why I am hypnotized
I'm walking on a wire
I close my eyes and fly out of my mind
Into the fire

Get the kids and bring a sweater
Dry is good and wind is better
Count the years, you always knew it
Strike a match, go on and do it

Days go by I'm hypnotized
I'm walking on a wire
I close my eyes and fly out of my mind
Into the fire

Light the sky and hold on tight
The world is burning down
She's out there on her own and she's alright
Sunny came home
Sunny came home...