Monday, December 31, 2007

i really have no idea.
have i not done enough as a friend?
what else more can u ask from me?

who is the one changing?
when is the last time that we can just chat our lungs out?
who actually needs another? who actually does not need another?

i am disappointed.
or should i say that i am dumb.
a friend is wad u need or just a replacement or just someone that will make u feel less lonely?

tell me if u dun need me.
tell me to show how inferior i am to others.
i want to stop tinking highly of myself in ur heart.

really wonder.
who am i exactly to u.
who am i?

Purely Writen by weiqi at 12:49 AM

Sunday, December 30, 2007

well well well.
a ___ from ____ is grealty appreciated and acknowledged.
wad abt mine?
all the ____ put into the _____ had vapourised into the air.

never felt so _____ before.
never had this _______ feeling before.
all i can say. this _____ .
why should i put in so much ______, and not being _____ and _______ with the similar _____?

i need to _____ .

Purely Writen by weiqi at 1:23 AM

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

its been abt 2 to 3 months?
thought things would be better if i avoid it.
but it seems wrong.
i dun wish to threaten the friendship that we have.
maybe ppl ard me or even myself will question, 'is that friendship worthwhile?'
sigh.
i really have no idea wad to do.
the feeling of helplessness.
the agony.
wad can i do to be fair to both?

shall not dwell on it.
christmas... was rather fun.
friends forever! love u guys! ^^

just 2 more days to doom.
results day.
nnnnnooooooooooooooooooo!!!!

Purely Writen by weiqi at 5:39 PM

Saturday, December 22, 2007

when did it start?
i dunno.
is it true?
i dunno.
am i being dumb?
i dunno.
have i tink too highly of myself?
i dunno.
have i made mistakes?
i dunno.
am i being used?
i dunno.
am i upset?
i dunno.

i can only hope that they are untrue.
but to believe they are untrue, is just a way to console myself or to deceive myself?

Purely Writen by weiqi at 11:52 PM

Thursday, December 20, 2007

i really hope...
its the last time.
can't explain for the tears though.
sigh.

the skill of 胡思乱想 is back.
that explains for the bad dream.
and the unnecessary emo periods.
why is the fear coming back again?

~~i guess i am scared of losing you...~~

Purely Writen by weiqi at 12:45 AM

Sunday, December 16, 2007

my wish granted.
i am officially jobless. haha.
got to really enjoy the rest of the hoildays before life is being customised by the dreaded timetable.
rah.

we should take up other hobbies rather than just eating.
this is so bad for health.
haha.

alrights.
i am bored now.

Purely Writen by weiqi at 4:42 PM

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

just another day of relexation and i am off to work.
sigh.
i dun wish to work. )=
i want my holidays to be longer.
rah!

Purely Writen by weiqi at 12:56 AM

Wednesday, December 05, 2007

thanks for telling me.
if not the dumbest, most insensivtive me will never realise the mistakes.
tell me,
wad can i do to heal all the wounds that i have inflicted on u?

Purely Writen by weiqi at 1:46 AM

Monday, December 03, 2007

holiday~
this is the time that i have always been waiting for.
time for me to do whatever i want to.
finished one drama, completed various games from my ps, watched plenty of tv programs.
though they seems dumb to do for some, i still feel a sense of satisfaction.
a time just for myself.
to be alone.
to give myself time to decide what i want my life to be.
a life that revolves ard myself.
an enlightment that i have gotten from a movie.
~~is this wad u want me to learn from it?~~

another enlightment:
没有期望，就没有失望。
a motto that i will live on from now on.
自己的人生，自己跑，才看见生命中美丽的风景。

hope there are more enlighments to come.