w e i q i ; her L i F e ; her S t O R y

Wednesday, October 31, 2007

wad can i say.
i realised the fact already.
i am just a fool.
u dun ask for those days we used to have.
i shall compromise.
how many more times do i need to compromise?

a fool to actually believe what u used to say.
how true are all statements made?
simple words that actually can fool me around and around.
i am fucking stupid.

Purely Writen by weiqi at 1:39 AM

Sunday, October 28, 2007

great.
first thing in the morning.
spoilt my sunday.
thanks dar for being there for me. ^^

words and words.
do they represent anything?
they dun.
no actions shown.
i guess my life has got nth to do with u now.
go ahead with what u want.
if this is what u want.
be a n* if u want.
be a m* if u want.
be who ur parents want u to be.
dun ever expect me to compromise your plans anymore.
i have enuff of this.

your reply is too late.
2 hours.
anything would have happened.
u just dun get it right?
it is long enuff for u to lose me.
believe me.

Purely Writen by weiqi at 11:23 PM

tired.
i am really tired.
hate to say this.
but how wish i can just disappear.
to a place where no one can find me.
just me. alone.

Purely Writen by weiqi at 1:26 AM

Thursday, October 18, 2007

its always when i am alone, my imagination cells will work really well.
i wish to break free from all these.
but i cant

impatient. intolerant.
is it me?
or is it you?

i need a break.
in everything.
i am tired. really tired.

Purely Writen by weiqi at 12:15 PM

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

realized how long i have been deceiving myself.
realized i am being too strong for too long.
how much time do i need to discover the wei qi again?

why.
its always when tears are dispensed, you...

i can no longer feel the love ard me.
i feel lonely once again.
welcome back, mr lonely.
how long its ur stay this time round?

Purely Writen by weiqi at 12:05 AM

Monday, October 15, 2007

a night like this.
lonely and cold.
that when one couldn't feel the glimpse of light and the warmth.

who has caused all these?
who has taken away what i can have?
if not for you, i wouldn't feel my life to be so empty.
i hate you.
i hate for wad u have done.
i hate for the wound that you have inflicted on me.
wounds have become scar. they will never leave me.
i wish i could erase u off my life.

bcos of u,
i am indifferent from others.
i lose all my confidence.
i lose the happiness that others have.
i hate u.
i really do.

Purely Writen by weiqi at 1:17 AM

Saturday, October 13, 2007

i dun feel wad i used to feel.
its no longer complete.
incomplete.
incomplete.

Purely Writen by weiqi at 11:26 PM

Friday, October 12, 2007

thanks to the 2 emo peeps who came down.
the flowers (:


have the urge to type in chinese.
but can't.

but still. have to thanks for those who cared.

sometimes, we just can't control how things could happen.
and utimately, it will be left as a 遗憾 .
even if we can control, are we putting the best effort to save the situation?
its just human's characterisitc - not treasuring.
who could be blamed?
it takes both hands to clap.
the other just refused to hit on to the other hand.

ppl come and go.
some will stay with us for a lifetime. till the day we stop breathing.
some will leave, cos they find the reason to distant.
i really wonder... who could actually stay with me for a lifetime?
there dun seems to be any.

coldness.
distance.
unfamiliarity.
ignorant.
barrier.


is it good to comapre?

Purely Writen by weiqi at 10:32 PM

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

reality has proved me wrong.
you don't know me.

Purely Writen by weiqi at 11:09 PM

Tuesday, October 09, 2007

if time is gg to travel back to the past,
would anyone wish to bang into me again on the streets?
would anyone still wish that i could cross their life path?

if i would to die,
would anyone remember me?
would anyone miss me?

Purely Writen by weiqi at 12:18 AM

Saturday, October 06, 2007

standing in the middle of the circle,
having everyone standing at 50m away from me.
is this the best solution?
life is as per normal,
my existence doesn't really matter.
dun be bothered by me, thats wad i can say.

Purely Writen by weiqi at 5:56 PM

its empty still.
but smth is sinking in.
thats disappointment.

Purely Writen by weiqi at 1:38 AM

Thursday, October 04, 2007

emptiness within...
who could fill it up?

Purely Writen by weiqi at 10:40 PM

Wednesday, October 03, 2007

wad can i do to help myself?
it hurts to expose more of myself.
it really hurts.

Purely Writen by weiqi at 10:22 PM

Tuesday, October 02, 2007

this is the time when every little things can just defeat me.
falling apart.

Purely Writen by weiqi at 10:43 PM

its time.

Purely Writen by weiqi at 12:02 AM

Monday, October 01, 2007

recess is over.
rah.
i tink i wasted lots of time on doing other stuff other than resting and studying.
sigh.

next holiday will be the end of nov...
thats like long.
and lots more exams are coming up.

tink i need to be a nerd soon.

Purely Writen by weiqi at 1:38 AM