w e i q i ; her L i F e ; her S t O R y

Sunday, September 30, 2007

time really flies.
2007 is coming to an end soon.
and the first day of sch in zss was 6 years back~
the very first day that i got to know her.

i miss the days...
sushi, diam sum, seoul garden, macdonalds.
gossip, secret sharing.
trust.
time will never be turned back.
all these will not happen anymore.

i just wish for a day...
is it too much?

Purely Writen by weiqi at 4:04 AM

Saturday, September 29, 2007

true enuff. its always sunshine after the rain.
but soon the sun rays will be blocked once again by the cloudy gloomy clouds, and here comes the rain, again.
sigh.
thought this sunshine period would have lasted longer.
but the truth has already proved me wrong.
yes, once again, i am gg to face what i have been facing for the past few months.
the irritated me, the annoyed you.
the impatient me, the ignorant you.
the disappointed me, the helpless you.
the truth told and realised.
the uncovering of the fact.
this is the time. the time that i needed all of the As and Ss.
sigh.
they are just not coming.
and it all falls back to the same question again.
is this a childish or a matured choice??

sigh.
drizzle has started.
thunderstorm has yet to arrive.

do i need to beg you?
i know i am just not the right one for you.

Purely Writen by weiqi at 12:49 AM

Friday, September 28, 2007

personal future VS pleasing parents
wad will you choose?
can u make the best out of the 2.
its difficult.
sigh

Purely Writen by weiqi at 12:26 AM

Thursday, September 27, 2007

on the 17th sept, a lovely, cute, little bubbly baby girl made her way to this world.
to be embraced by her parents, and relatives.
to show her appearence after 9 months of suspense.
and thats Chloe Ng. ^^


Congrats to Mdm Howe~
she is jus so cute ^^

Purely Writen by weiqi at 8:03 PM

recess is coming to an end real soon.
and wad have i accomplished?
nth.
sigh.

can't deny.
i am not seeking any helping hands ard.
i know i can face the reality myself.
like i said, the horrendous 'E' has appeared.
well.
i will be ok.

a gamble.
once again, at this familar place.
at this place where there are roller coaster of feelings-anxiety, disapointment, gratefulness, excitement.
decided to face it myself.
did i make the right choice at all?
there are only 2 consequences:
to be myself once again or
to lose all my courage and confidence.

rah.
It proj, Fm essay, Acct Proj-incomplete.
Bus Law Assignment yet to send in. need editing.
thats wad all recess week is abt.

Purely Writen by weiqi at 7:31 PM

proj proj and proj
trying my very best to enjoy the process.
its really... not enjoyable at all. haiz.

sigh.
dun seems to feel right today.
sigh.
the emo side of me seems to has reappearence.

it takes both hands to clap.
sigh.
y is this happening again?
there is nth much i can do.
and sometimes, i really hate to wait.

sigh
dunno wads gg on
dunno wads on my mind
haiz.

Purely Writen by weiqi at 1:29 AM

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

helpless
it explains all.

Purely Writen by weiqi at 3:09 AM

Monday, September 24, 2007

ten...
still counting.
thanks for the wonderful time that u have given me. ^^

pics pics pics
fries.... yummy...


Fish Baked rice...


cHicken baked rice...


here comes the heavenly dessert. MERi-MINT
its really nice... oh gosh... i want more.......


first day of recess week.
hmm. got to revise on my modules soon this week.
someone insists on saying that i am nerd.
i am not la! RAh

tired...
should i slp now?

Purely Writen by weiqi at 11:37 PM

Saturday, September 22, 2007

who is weiqi?

a girl
yup
but she has this really remarkable quality in her
she is like a .. bouncy chirpy girl
but at times she can be like the world most gloomy person, and for absoutely no concrete reason
she can be like independent, not really wanting ot rely on others..
and at other times, she is like any kid
she is really caring though she doesnt think so..
but she loves to lie ... no idea why huh..
oh but she got her twisted theory to back her up so.. its really upto the person to accept or not
and of course her best best best friend at home is a small terror
called jodi
yup
oh and she has this clear and girly voice
really skillful yup!
and she spend most of her time doing her business stuff.. as you can see she is rather nerdy.. exceling in her academic
and other times watching tvee.. her staple diet
she lovs man with attitude.. or should i say boys with attitude? either way would do.

all these embodies her
this is her
if you take one or two things out
she won't be her anymore


thanks for accepting me as a whole. ^^

Purely Writen by weiqi at 9:16 PM

sigh...
a chance missed again. )=
when will we have the chance again?
)= )= )= )= )=

Purely Writen by weiqi at 10:22 AM

Thursday, September 20, 2007

Buang
Boomed
Bad
sigh.

i tink i need to start loving the word MUG.
and to carry this passion with me to the end of nov.

woo~
300 days.
we should give ourselves a round of applause~
there will be more 300 days to come ya.
^^

Purely Writen by weiqi at 10:46 PM

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

keywords of my current th0ughts:
inferior
differences
gap
incompatibility
lost
can u link them up?

Purely Writen by weiqi at 11:10 PM

Monday, September 17, 2007


found this.

Purely Writen by weiqi at 11:12 PM

Sunday, September 16, 2007

i am weak.
rah.
this is not good at all.
need to run more. or should i swim? haha

did nth much.
did only a little revision. tv. watch jay's movie. and ran.
and i am feeling little tired.
goodness. feeling old.
must be the result of irregular sleeping time.
someone will experience this soon. haha.

i am affected in some ways, though there is nth to do wif me.
but ya. my thoughts will just link from one to another.
and Da-la. i will always sucessfully put myself in that pair of shoes.
and cause myself to feel miserable, dishearted and the list goes on.
sigh.
sometimes things are just not within our control.

there is this hot topic that is in my mind for a few days already.
not sure how long will it stays; maybe to the moment when things start to go wrong.
not sure if this is my concern at all; maybe i shouldn't be bothered at all
not sure to be optimissitic or to be pessimistic; maybe to be realy neutral?
not sure if there is a definite ans; i always wanted one, but answers cant be forced.
alrights. treasure wad i have now; nth last forever.

Purely Writen by weiqi at 10:06 PM

Saturday, September 15, 2007

weekends are here. but they are here just for a few moments.
but weekends to some are not even time to rest, but to complete all incompleted stuff.
sigh.
having only 2 hours of slp a day, is not enuff at all.
)=
can i help u in anyway?
i really hope to do smth for u.


had an emo trip down to marina square.
i dun like that topic.
but i got to face it sooner or later.
i dun want to be alone.
can u tell me that u will be here for me forever?

feeling tired.
got to rush thru incomplete tutorials and to study for the quiz next week.

getting a little irritated.
i need my own privacy.
really wish they could just leave me alone.

Purely Writen by weiqi at 11:38 PM

Thursday, September 13, 2007

another week is coming to an end.
its fast, isn't it?

have been rushing stuff. though its rather tiring, but its worth it ya.
just hoping everything will be just fine.
i need you by my side.

are we forced to portray a satisfactory image to the world?
a image that is accepted by the majourity.
a image that is not indifferent from others.
i am one of those minority,
can i be accepted as who i am?

alrights, on the lighter note,
i have gotten qiang qiang's ep!!!
thanks tigger!!!
a really nice song ^^

another full day blast with proj and cca.
i wan to have a break!!!

Purely Writen by weiqi at 11:13 PM

Sunday, September 09, 2007

rah.
i really wish i can just get over it.
its more than a week already.
but, i am haunted by these dreams every night.
its really tiring.
are dreams the reflection of the suppressed desire that u want in life?

sigh.
i want to move on, really.

Purely Writen by weiqi at 2:56 PM

Saturday, September 08, 2007

RAH.
can someone just give me a tight slap?
or to do smth to just wake me up?
i am always such a disappointment.
why why why.
why do i always disgrace myself?
i suck. seriously.

Purely Writen by weiqi at 12:26 AM

Friday, September 07, 2007

sigh.
i hate this to happen.
i really hate it.
we can always turn enjoyable times to painful times.
its not as though we have the luxury of time.
k.
my fault. its all my fault.
so are u happier to see this?

Purely Writen by weiqi at 12:11 AM

Wednesday, September 05, 2007

the week is coming to an end soon.
but i dun really feel high over the weekends.
sigh.
weekends will jus be tutorial days la.. RAH!

hmm. its always been the cycle.
to a moment of highness to coldness to quietness to unsatisfaction and back to highness again.
is tired the reason?
or simly time is not treasured?
i hate this to happen again and again.
its so gg out of control sometimes.
mood swing is the word.
i just wish for the better.
i tried, and i really did.
i just wish to see alittle effort more.
sigh.
can i dun dwell on this anymore?
if u want me to shut my mouth, just tell me. and i will learn to do so.

feeling tired.
i want to get more slp.
i tink i should seriously slp early tonight.
*yawns*

Purely Writen by weiqi at 11:14 PM

alrights.
its sunshine after the rain.
hope it doesn't affect us at all ^^

trying to get over it.
i tink i have somehow done so.
but still, some mini barriers that i have to crossed.
just a little more time.

my brain is jus so.. random.
so thoughts that are produced are random too.
are there underlying reasons?
are there questions to be answered?
or are they jus... rubbish?
haha. i have no idea.
but i do admit that i am random.
sometimes they are just beyond the threshold of being normal. haha.

time to oink soon.
i want my tiramisu!!!!
*growns*

Purely Writen by weiqi at 1:44 AM

Monday, September 03, 2007

these few days are the days that i am totally independent.
i have no one to rely on.
thanks.
i could survive, really.
i can be independent.

time is the solution now.
i dun really care how long it will take.
i dun want to be bothered.

good times will always come to an end.
it happened.

Purely Writen by weiqi at 10:41 PM