Monday, April 30, 2007

free. finally.



a spastic looking flower by a spastic person.
but thanks~
looks similar to yanzi's flower.
love it ^^

Purely Writen by weiqi at 2:42 AM

Friday, April 27, 2007

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Wednesday, April 25, 2007

fuck.
i am tired.

Purely Writen by weiqi at 9:45 PM

Just another 20 mins!
Wohooo!!!

Oh man. I tink I am mad.
I have fallen in love.
So cute and beautiful…

Purely Writen by weiqi at 5:09 PM

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

Eeks.
Have been moody.
Behaving oddly. Arrgh. Bear with me.

Not really surprised that I am not the only one who is bothered abt this.
I guess it does cross minds who are involved.
Its just the degree of impact that differentiate btw us.

Brain juice is drying up~
Shall stop tinking for the next few days.
But I do need some help…

Mind games seem to begin once again.
I am prepared.
Somehow being mentally trained.

Ok. I am seriously bored now!
Can someone just entertain me now?!!
Phone is dying.
Its all ur fault! Bleahx!

I am officially mad.

Purely Writen by weiqi at 2:24 PM

Monday, April 23, 2007

Feeling rather weird now.
Cos my colleague, or rather my supervisor has resigned.
He told me his last day will be sometime in mid may.
BUT. Today is his last day and he din even mention anything.
He just went off without even saying goodbye.
I am not sure he would choose to leave in this manner.
He must have his reason for doing so.
But I hate the weird feeling that is within me.
Sigh~
Oh.. he just called me. Well. I guess I will miss him. )=


Rest a lot yest.
TV marathon again.
Watched huan zhu ge ge at 11am.
CSI from 1 to 3.
Hollow man from 3 to 5. I guess this is the 3rd time.
Amazed by how a boring person behave.
But it feels good to being able to slack and rot at home for a day.
Quite satisfied.

Surprisingly, huan zhu ge ge 3 hooked me up~
Not many would want to watch the 3rd series as most of the main actor and actresses were changed. Only Er kang, Qing-er, Lao Fuo Ye remained.
But I still find it interesting.
I missed out abt 10 plus epi? Haha.
So now the 5th prince has got another wife. Forced marriage.
But it’s a norm for those princes to have ample wives.
And the second wife somehow got pregnant.
I really wonder how the women feel, having their husband shared.
He is not urs completely.
I can’t imagine this happening to me.
If this tradition is still valid now, I wouldn’t even want to get married.
Be a nun then ^^

How does it feel like when someone who you love doesn’t love you whole-heartedly?
How does it feel when someone you treasure doesn’t treasure you as much?
Lol. Very random questions that crossed my mind.
Ignore them~

I am rather confused and ironically, amazed by how mindsets can be changed in a short period of time.
Especially a 180 degrees changed.
Present VS Future
Wad do u care more?
Present => to care and treasure whatever u have now. Enjoying the moments together with the person whom u wish to be with.
Future => tink before making any decision. Being far-sighted. Make sure no regrets are made.
How does one enjoy the present when he/she knows that the future is not as bright as it seems?
Maybe to majority, memories are sufficient. Is that so?
Some might even wish to forget.

Realized the fear in me, when the future seemingly invaded by thick dense grey-ish clouds.
Realized how frightened I am when I know I will in the list of ‘ To Be Forgotten”
Realized how the present has masked my very own eyes.
Realized how insecure I am feeling. The feeing of walking on a thin long rope that hanged across cliffs.
Realized how much I wish for a time machine. Not trying to turn time back though.

The obstacle ahead – the impeding fear.
Lights of hope can only be seen when its demolished.
But, it will never happen.
A mental challenge.
A mission that attempt to set life back to normal.
A task for 2 to resist the changes.
A test for true Love
Unforeseen circumstances ahead. A long long way towards the haven.

Really wish for a fruitful ending.
Wad abt u?

Purely Writen by weiqi at 3:11 PM

Sunday, April 22, 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEANNIE!!

oh yeah~ its 22th April.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEANNIE!

went to marina bay for steamboat to celebrate jeannie's birthday.
it was fun though. and tiring.
but the damn weather is making me mad. arrgh.
but feels good to have all of us gather together. a big big family ^^
ate lots of food. full to the max.
a lizard joined in the fun, but caused all of us to be the centre of attraction. haa.
some played pool, some stoning, some went to the arcade.
then proceeded to esplanade.
sat in esplanade itself.
AIR-CONDITIONED! wahaha.
chat and chat.
a fulfilling day.
hopefully we can meet up again soon~

oh ya... jodi lose a tooth!
and she is feeling moody.
guess it really hurts. ):

alrights.
i guess no one loves to do things that are against their will.
the feeling sucks.
but to some, some scarfices that should be made.
but to some, they might felt forced to do so.
be it being forced or being giving, they have the same intention right?
having the ways to protect and to hold on to whatever they have now. right?
so... is this good or bad?
are there any other ways?

brain seems to be blocked now.
shall blog again~

Purely Writen by weiqi at 1:38 AM

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

Alrights. I am bored now. Shall blog~

Yest went out with someone who used to have long and silky hair.
Someone who is being nagged at now being too man.
Someone who is quite girl as she is using ROXY HOT PINK wallet now!
Haha. someone who loves to say ‘DUI” very forcefully and loudly.
Someone whose pronunciation rox! That I couldn’t catch any words in a full sentence!
Someone who moves vigorously along with her speech~
This person is none other than brenda~ haha..
Hey hey. Is the intro grand for u? wahhaa…
Had dinner with her at vivo. And walked ard like idiots..
‘eh, where is adidas ar? Is there nike?’
and somehow we gave up hope on finding nike store. Headed to habourfront centre.
But guess wad. We ended up in a NIKE store! And we can’t find our way to habourfront centre. Haha. brenda’s fault~ haha.
Hey dude, next time meet up again for dinner. Maybe not vivo la. Haha.

Headed home at 9 plus. And I reached home at 10 plus.
Totally lethargic. Wish I could just sleep. For some reason or so, I went online instead.
And yup. Got a little emo.
I really hope he could recover. Sigh. Can’t do much for him.
And yes. I am the sleeping beauty (opps) who loves to slp in front of the com~
Someone woke me up with a call. =.=

Waking up, feeling the pain on my right rib cage. And my head still hurts.
I will feel the terrible pain when I cough or laugh.
Oh man.. I tink I am falling sick… like real soon…

kk. had a nicey nicey lunch~
Sliced fish beehon soup!
Thanks thanks~~~

Tml is the interview ler. I tink I have to do smth abt it now or tonight.
Alrights.
Shall update again~

Purely Writen by weiqi at 1:58 PM

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

leave~

Oh my my..
Interview on thurs. din even prepare myself.
shall do smth abt it.

Woke up by a sms at 4.41 am!
And this sms was sent at 11 pm.
Blame it on my line? Haha.
The fight between the green and the red.

Was too tired yest.
Talked on the phone with the dyed tiger for 2 mins plus, and I can’t even rmb the conversation.
Haha. and I could still be speaking in a hyper tone.

I am gg to take leave on 14th may!
I dun care. Not gg to work. Haha. bleahx..
Looking forward to it~~~~
Woohoo…

Alrights. I am bored. But I have got nth to blog.

Oh ya. Saggi loves changes. But I dun find it in me.
Hate changes to the core.
haha.. so I am a little scorpio. How interesting…

rahx. Bored bored bored.

Purely Writen by weiqi at 1:24 PM

Monday, April 16, 2007

Back to work again.
Din even rest much.
Arrgh.

But somehow enjoyed myself.
Went to k box with YN Ang.
So disappointed that wo huai nian de and gugi gugi are not available yet.
So, I decided to sing ni guang for 3 times~
Haha.
I am mad.
So in love with gugi gugi. Deicded to sing before the entering of the verse of first day.
And the very creative YN Ang came out with this:
Gugi Gugi + First day = Gugi Day

After kbox, YN Ang met his fren and I met the mute yellow tigger that is dyed orange.
And I got influenced, end up not talking too.
2 idiots trying to communicate without speaking. Its dumb.
Realized that orange dyed yellow tiger can be short-tempered too.
Ok. I am like a schizophrenic. Asked questions and answered them myself.
But its fun to guess. And to see how irritated the tiger is. Haha.
Was so damn tired. But, I managed to slp at 6am.
And my dearest mummy woke me up at abt 9 plus. She is really kind.
But went back to slp. She woke me up with the banging and knocking of cupboard, woks and pans at 11.30am. -.-

Talked on the phone with my dar for 4 hours!
Lol. We are seriously mad.

Face it. Do it. ^^

Had dinner at fajar. Grandma’s birthday.
Full to the max pls.
But the food is really nice.
Yummy.

Ok. Sch reopens for all.
Hopefully we could meet up more often.
Study hard~

Purely Writen by weiqi at 11:47 AM

Friday, April 13, 2007

Purely Writen by weiqi at 2:30 PM

Thursday, April 12, 2007

Okok.
Quite a number of things to do today.
At least I am not slacking.
*yawns*

really wonder if we need to work whole day tml?
I wan a leave!
Haha. I am just being lazy.

Tml is friday. Which means… weekends are coming!
Woohoo.
Sat k box!
Sun night – grandma’s birthday dinner
I need more sleep…

Unexpected things keep happening these few days.
At this rate, I will die of stroke or smth.
But well, I just hope everyone is happy.
Happy truly but not hypocritically.

Just another 20 mins! Woohoo!!!

Purely Writen by weiqi at 5:05 PM

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Wheee..
Finally could see glimpse of light ahead me.
Things are not that bad afterall.
But, I dun want it to happen again.
Really.

Maybe I should start reading some motivation books or smth.
Like ‘say bye to tears’ , ‘how to be independent’
I despise the weak soul in me.

Today is wed!
2 more days to my well-deserved weekends.
K box! Hehe.

Oh ya! Congrats to the pregnant lady!
Haha. really reallhy elated to hear the news.
Hope will give birth to adorable and funky kids like her. Haha.

Why still continuing doing smth which u advice others not to do?
This is really funny.

Work is getting a little boring.
80 days more~
the day is coming soon ^^

Purely Writen by weiqi at 2:58 PM

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

complicated

5 hours of slp last night. But I am still sleepy.
Kill me pls..

Today is mus’ big day~
The enlistment day.
Hope he is doing fine with his ‘hairless’ head. Haha.

Not sure which side of me is overpowering the other.
Good Vs Evil.
Angel Vs Devil
I guess the devil is always leading.
Very soon, the angel will no longer dominate.
Can see this day coming real soon.

Establishment of ties is so much difficult than building of barriers.
Amazingly, barriers are so easily built.
Be it around me or a disconnection with others.

Lessons learnt from painful experiences.
I know it the best for myself.
I can never be able to present the old me towards anyone.
Never try erecting the foundations.
Never try or plan to do so.
I dun wish this to happen at all.

Humans. Creatures that I could never understand.
Maybe its just me that could not master the theories of ‘human life & actions’

Suffocating.
Exhausted.
Discouraged.

Alone.

Purely Writen by weiqi at 3:30 PM

Monday, April 09, 2007

i want yanzi~

Alrights.
Once again I am bored.
Not much work to do.
Still not getting used to have ppl walking behind me.
Just have the feeling that they will look whatever that I am doing.
Can’t take it.

Missing yanzi sickness is back.
I want to see her, to watch her live performance.
When will be the next?

ok.
Responsibility. A big word to use.
But yet, that’s wad every single person should have.
some may want to take up more, some dun.
But why the difference?
Due to individual’s character? Or is it dependent on individual’s will?
I guess character sums up everything.
So blame it on the character?
Haha. no idea.

Alrights.
Plan for these 2 days… vocal training. Haha. wif me, myself and i.
Just plans to fill up the emptiness in me.
But I enjoy~

Ok. 3 hours more to home sweet home.
I need slp~~~

Purely Writen by weiqi at 3:18 PM

happy days~~~

woohooo..
came back from yanzi event.
never felt so satisfied before.
i guess its the most rewarding. hehe.

sat!!
met tigger, kelly, amanda, grace and jeannie at vivo.
haha. and realised we met too early.
have got nth to do. everyone was so not hyped up.
entered the fasionably red party. wahaha.
standing at the first row.
waiting for the event to start after moments and moments.
meanwhile chatted, played games, nail polishing. haha. trying really hard to kill time.
all of us got so hyped up when yanzi came. lol.
all of us were mad. cos yanzi was just standing rite in front of us.
looking right into our eyes.
my goodness... totally electrified by her.
but she is really gorgeous.
sang ni guang and gugi gugi really well.
she is my nu sheng!!!!

after vivo, went for dinner then to mdc.
for the recording.
haha. best part ever.
she walked pass the 5 of us!!!
totally lose control.
then she started singing gugi gugi and ni guang.
she wasn't really paying attention on us.
then here comes to break in between. kind of picked up my courage and shouted 'YANZI!"
LOL. she waved to us!!! wahaha. god damn happy and high.
then. she started singing wo huai nian de...
and at one specific part, she looked at us! and sang the whole para.
haha.. was so.... wooo... grace was too excited. and i got a kick on my ass. thanks grace.
haha.. the twins were shy! haha... so gong.
5 gong kids got electrified by her once more.

after wo huai nian de, she went off. and once again, walked past us!
amanda shouted" wo shuo"
yanzi replied" hao , wo wo wo wo..."
hahha.... all of us got our hands shaked by the ice-freezed hands.
super duper happy.
went out of the studio, and waved frantically at her to say bye. and she did reply to us!
haha... love her to bits man!

sun!
auto session at the central.
reached at 10. some things just have to happen.
but well. everything seems fine.
stood in the piority area.
6 kids trying to be super AA. haha. stood at the back where is empty. in a row. trying to catch yanzi's attention.
i tink we did. lol.
went up on stage, got our cds signed.
then went off for dinner.

yuppy~~~ realised yanzi is super friendly.
and somehow is a blessing this time round that we made this decision.
though luck might not be wif us all the time, its happy enuff that we get these experience.
jia you for all of us! haha...

tml is working day.
sigh. so goona to dread once again.
i will miss yanzi.

Purely Writen by weiqi at 12:04 AM

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

^^

Alrights.
Din have chance to blog yest. Or did I forget? Haha..
Nvm.

Ok~
Yest was a happy day.
Managed to accomplish a mission, whixh seems a little impossible.
But yup, did it. Hehe. She is being nice. ^^

Hmm. Just hoping things aren’t taken for granted but appreciated.
Alright. Dun really feel appreciated.
Or maybe I am being to sensitive?
Nvm. Just hope everyone is happy.

Hmm. Sometimes its difficult for me to do smth that I have never done before.
Dun expect wad u will get from others to get from me.
Cos I am different from the others.
Sorry if I am not the way u want.
This is me.

Woohoo. Just another 1.5 hours and I will be knocking off.
Tml will be the last day of work for the week~
Wahaha.
Get all ready for yanzi!!
Sat and sun.
Vivo sk fashin show
Mdc
Clarke Quay

Hopefully Amanda and grace are not lost.
Supporting them mentally. ^^

Purely Writen by weiqi at 4:15 PM

Monday, April 02, 2007

First day of work.
Quite a peaceful day.
Can’t be really bothered with people ard me.
Have built the protective shield which surround me.
Jia you~

Oh nonono.
After listening to my own singing. I tink it sucks to core…
Oh my guan yin ma.
Its horrible.
I tink yanzi rox to the outer space man.

Its gg to be 4pm soon…
Just 1.5 hours more.
Yeah~

Hmm. Nth else to blog.
Amanda went offline cos she dated uncle ang.
And they are watching TMNT.
)=

Purely Writen by weiqi at 3:53 PM

Sunday, April 01, 2007

new blog song~~

ok..
finally have time to get my blog song changed.
wo huai nian de.
nice nice.

ok. kind of enjoy myself yest.
went to k lunch wif xiang and lyn.
haha. actually their jap lunch is nice.
omg. they have improved quite a lot know.
last time was horrible beyond words.
now i dun mind gg there everyweek.
haha.
sang ni guang!!! OMG... its like nice!!! i mean the song though. haha..
sang lots of song.
oh man.. really enjoy singing in k box.
at least i won't be disturbing my poor mum who is trying to watch tv.
k box!!!! i wan to sing!

ok. then met amanda and grace.
went to shop ard and sat down to gossip at esplanade.
woohoo.. nice nice.
but!!!! some spoilers came in...
a grp of china students.... started to sing. hmm. fine with it la..
but they sang louder and louder.
wth.
and i sang too. ok. i am dumb to do so.
and their volume went to max man.
was totally pissed. i wanted to sing really loud. i was all warmed up already. arrgh.
but well. i can't be fighting them alone.
but amanda was really funny.
sang a little of fen shuo kuai ler. haha.. cos there were a number of couples there.
wahaha...
was totally pissed. arrgh.

but overall had fun today.
they will not spoil my mood at all. hehe.

today is tv day.
is been a long long time since i watched tv from morning till night.
totally madness.
watched wo huai nian de mv for more than 5 times. haha....
nice mv!!

alrights.
got to slp a little early today.
tml is the start of hell again.
just 4 days though.
jia you then!

Purely Writen by weiqi at 8:14 PM

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