Tuesday, February 27, 2007

read folks~

剪刀

有很多思绪，却不知如何表达。
藏在心里头，淹没了理性的我。
烦人的疑问，不断的涌出心头。
谁能够帮我，解答心中的疑惑。

感情线太多，使自己活活绑紧。
无法逃离，败给了自己，败给了你。
天天想着如何解放自己，但都无法释放。

我要的是一把剪刀，剪开心中所有的结。
剪开绑着快乐的绳子，剪断牵着我的无形绳锁。
剪断我的雷达，再也无法接收痛苦的讯号。
剪开一切是否得到自由？
剪开一切后，是否是海阔天空？
天空是否是一片蔚蓝？

始终无法解答。
无法做出决定。
只怕结果是加倍的痛，懊悔的叹气。

Purely Writen by weiqi at 4:48 PM

=.=

got a few shock these 2 days.
at this rate, i will die so much younger.

yest first.
yups.. got the first shock in the afternoon..
A level results will be out this fri.
wtf. its like so soon...
looking forward and yet wish to run away.
i am jus a girl who couldn't face reality.
sigh. the truth will soon be out...

oh my tian.
yida is mad.... i tink he really loves his fans.
i guess popularity is one of the reason.
warning: dun ever let me see the 4 girls in singapore.. esp the last girl... she gets yida's kiss on her hand! like wth... and the rest... yida really hugs them... sobx...
he is really shuai and cute la.. love his expressions.
he is my BAI MA WANG ZI!
i am so in love wif him la....
oh my.. someone save me..

and early in the morning... received a phone call from home not long after i left house.
my mum was panting and i wondered wad happen..
smth happen to her? or jodi? or who?
then she started saying... hmm... yanzi..
oh no! wad happened to her la..
she fell down? or wadever.
then she started saying... she is being threatened by the egyptians...
details are not as clear now. but she is safe and sound now.
she was freaked out..
i really wonder wad did they do to her.
and for goodness seek. there are 22 EMI personals. and none of them are keeping a lookout for her? how could they possibily allow the egyptians to get hold of her?
pissed.
hope yanzi is really ok...
be beack to taipei and singapore soon...

alright...! thanks esther!
thanks for the wallpaper or u call it pic? haha..
its nice... thanks thanks!

could feel the love ard me.
chu xiang! thanks for ur sms. it touches me... ^^
yoges! thanks for hearing me out~ had lots of fun chilling out wif u.. 'at this rate' haha....
amanda! thanks for hearng all my niam-ing too... hard on u ler... jia you for ur exams too! last paper ler... jia you!
my mummy too! being supportive of wad i wish to do and want to do. thansk thanks.
all my frens who are concern! thanks too!!
mus! dun tink too much too~ lets stay positive for these few days ya?

to all taking results! good luck!
our lives will change on the 2nd march.
everybody will be gg to diff directions.
we might be passerbys in each others life. but at least we stayed in each others chapters of life.
must get ready for the challenges ahead.
no matter where we are heading to, should always stay strong.

haha... post is getting a little lengthly...
will update again regarding yanzi's news.
alright~ back to work -.-

Purely Writen by weiqi at 11:00 AM

Monday, February 26, 2007

gatherings~~~

Purely Writen by weiqi at 12:06 PM

Sunday, February 25, 2007

haiz

good times always come to and end.
hoping everything will jus go smoothly. but life..
disappointments always occur.
in a day, how many disappointments can i take?
sorry... i am not strong. i cant take excess.
in a day, how many defeats can i accept?
i am a loser. i can't take any.
in a day, how many unhappiness moments can i take in?
give me as much.
will force my way thru.
a mega-sized smile to camoflauge.
and thanks, it jus hurts in me. no one will know.

life is cruel.
always looking forward to each day. for a brand new start. a happy start.
somehow life isn't that easy.
spoilers come in, pouring litres and litres of cold water over the warm and excited heart that keeps a person happy everyday.
a million thanks to the spoilers.
the heart freezed.

sometimes, life is not controllable.
paths are not fixed.
paths we wanted to go, seems to be blocked by unforseen obstacles.
obstacles in life are inevitable.
yes, i agree.
but, i hate them.

i hate who i am now.
the inability to be happy.
the inability to control my emotions.
the inability to be true.

sigh. smile and go on wif life.....

Purely Writen by weiqi at 3:19 AM

Thursday, February 22, 2007

dread

HaPpy NeW YEar to all`
kind of late to say this. but its late than never..

alright. din really do anything meaningful during this break.
but managed to do wad i want.
tv is my best pal~~
watched concerts after concerts.
yida... s.h.e... ella...
too much and overdose of jolin... tink yogg will be jealous... muahaha...
but well... i am really amazed by her potential..
she can really sing and dance at the same time~~ u won't be able to see her grasping for air... she is the dancing diva for sure~
hey u MR Q~~ haha..

s.h.e were exceptionally tired during kkbox and hitto award day.
no performance from them.. how sad.

ah ma's house is really happening.. haa.
its been a year since i am there.
but it jus seems like a month ago.
could see the changes on everyone.
maturity drafted on the teenagers.
wrinkles crossed the foreheads of the 40s and 50s.
hair are automatically dyed grey.
had fun, but smth is missing...

19 this year. approaching adult hood.
lots more responsibility. need to grow up.
need to bring myself out of the comfort zone.
need to really plan wad to do.

oh no...
i will not allow myself to be defeated~
smile and move on wif life.
thats the way... cos how long can we smile?

Purely Writen by weiqi at 11:42 PM

Saturday, February 17, 2007

new year eve!

yuppy~
chinese new year is coming..
BUT! my room is still in a mess... opps...
shall clear my room tml.. haha...

ok... will have a long break. hopefully i will get back to the mood to work on thurs.
tv will be my only entertainment for CNY!!
woohooo~~
ang baos.. hehe....

alright...
got to stay happy thru out CNY~~

hmm...
mind games are getting a little tiring and dangerous.
i wish i could quit.
both should quit.
jus keeping my fingers crossed...

Purely Writen by weiqi at 12:46 AM

Monday, February 12, 2007

a new day~~

oh yeah~ first day of work~
hmm... but i miss my jodi~
will jia you de~

yest went for NTU talk.
seems like its tough to get into cs.
a min of 3 Bs.
haha. 3 Bs.
shall leave all these to fate.
worrying dun seems to help anyway.
so for those waiting for results, enjoy these few weeks~~

alright, should fix bulbs in my eyes socket.
maybe in the brain too.
i can do it..
i will ^^

Purely Writen by weiqi at 12:06 PM

Saturday, February 10, 2007

alone

its been quite some time since i shopped and walked ard shopping mall like a fool.
yup. i did it today.
it feels good though.
all the time for myself and only myself.
do not need to force out a smile.
do not need to care abt wad others think abt me.
do not need to talk to anyone.

quite satisfied. i wasn't lost.
managed to get to amk industrial park 2 myself.
without the help of anyone.
yup. a chance for me to be independent.
but din managed to get wad i want. kind of disappointed.

ok. shopped ard amk mall ( the new shopping mall)
its still kind of empty.
but i saw SK! yanzi yanzi~~~
and walked ard the X-tra NTUC.
weird me.

then to the amk central.... all the kopitiams, the crowds.
seems to be surrounded by ppl. but, i felt carefree.
walking alone, dun seems to bother anybody.
and nobody bothers me.

well. felt better.
guess i jus need more of these 'walking alone' programs.
sort out my thoughts.
but today is jus a short one. hmmm...
did not really tink thru wad i am supposed to.
guess my mind is tired.

alrights, weekends are here.
enjoy ba. thats the only aim.

Purely Writen by weiqi at 12:41 AM

Thursday, February 08, 2007

fuck!

fucking pissed...
arrgh.

peeps, dun ever do smth that u will regret.
and dun ever do smth that u will feel embarassed.
feeling regretful over smth that u have done in the past is useless.
lesson of the day.

hate it when ppl are not being frank wif me.
hate it when ppl deceive me.
hate it!!!

just hoping its not true.
hoping wad i know are jus nonsense.
but if its the truth, i will not for forgiving.
dun try me.

feel so inferior.
i dun wan to feel this way.
this is jus making me weak and useless.
arrghhhh!

Purely Writen by weiqi at 1:31 PM

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

its not that bad right?

gosh. was so pissed wif one of the pss judge, li fei hui.
heard this from 933.
Li fei hui said that diya can jus give up her hope of being a singer.
like wth~!!
he pointed out 4 major problems of diya
1) she does not have stage presence.
2) she does not acquire the attitude that a singer has.
3) her speed of improvement is slow
4) she is not focus on stage.

great~
who is borned to be able to do smth well?
and how long did the other professional singers take to attain the standards that they have now?
is it jus thru a few months of competition?
not possible!

well.
if diya can beat daren in 3 rounds out of 5, i dun see why she can't be a singer.
diya is the overall female champ.
cos of all her efforts and her never-stop-trying attitude to get thru this comp.
she gets her votes, thats y she is the overall female champ.
and she is not especially pretty like those... bimbotic singers.
she does not have the figure of American's top model.
what she possesses is her loving character, her clear & gentle vocal.
it is her good performance that crowned her the female champ and gaining all the votes, isn't it?

ok. nagging session is over.
but isn't it unfair....!

sigh.
some ppl put in so much effort to prove themselves they are capable.
but some are unfortunate as they will be quoted as the 'trying too hard' ppl.
arrgh.

hopefully some other companies wil realise the potential of TAN DIYA!
JIA YOU, DIYA!!

Purely Writen by weiqi at 12:26 PM

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

thoughts

my day started off wif jodi's whining..
she needs a company. a playmate.
wait for me jodi... will be home soon~
having jodi is a good thing.
at least i am looking forward to the end of the day.
i know she is waiting for me.
i am wanted.
i feel wanted.
she needs me.
and i feel needed.
thanks jodi~~~

human beings.
never realised how fortunate they are.
sometimes taking things for granted.
what we hold on does not stay in our hands forever.
be careful and treasure wad u have.
it will vanish when they have lost ur attention.
neglect leads to regret.

mixed feelings.
supposed to celebrate for that.
but too bad.
dun feel happy, but feel myself at risk.
oh well, when one gets something, they will lose something.
this is life, isn't it.
i am losing.. wad am i gaining next?

tml is a brand new day.
a day to experience life.
a day to encounter problems.
a day to enjoy the happiness.
a day where disappointments might jus accumulate from yesterday, or from the day of first cry.
a day, sometimes, which i dun even look forward to.

i am not optimisstic.
i am not that strong.
i could only rmb the bad.
can someone understand me?
can someone help me?
can i help myself up?
i wan to be independent.
i need to be.

Purely Writen by weiqi at 3:21 PM

Monday, February 05, 2007

office

hey ppl... its been ages since i blog... and i am amazed... i can login to blogger using my office com!!! wahahaa.. amazed!

ok... first thing first...lets welcome the new member of the Teo family...
her name is JODI!!!


yeah~ thanks yao neng! if not for ur help, i won't have her! thanks!

Jodi's Profile

Name: Jodi Teo
Gender: Female
Birthday: 24th Nov 2006
Breed: Jack Russell Terrier

its nice to have her. to acc my family. ^^

alright. i am sick. as in not mentally sick, but physically sick.
having flu and cough.
hopefully it will recover before chinese new year.
wish me good health^^

pss2's result is disappointing... its kind of obvious that diya performed better than.. daren.
but her last song is deadly.
she chose the wrong song, i tink.
doesn't really allow her to express her unique vocal character . and doesn't bring out the bubbly character of hers. oh well. hopefully she is alrght.
but her plans for now is to continue her studies and to go for attachment. after months of hardwork, she is back to her old life.
jus a mere difference btw a overall champ and a female champ, life ahead for them are yet so different.
life is not fair afterall..

always in the dilenma of whether to have smth or not.
when u really wanted smth, u go all out to get it. scarficing wad u have.
craved so much for it.
but, sometimes ppl regret of getting it.
maybe its a blessing of not getting it.
its all fated.

heard that o level results are coming out on this coming friday.
and 2 weeks later is the A level results.
great... approaching my doom~

oh ya... S.H.E concert is great! its worth the money to see ella and yanzi! woohoo..


and thanks to grace and esther for being so encouraging and supportive...
and i won this...


Sony Ericsson phone Z550i. wif S.H.E signature!!!
haha... thanks peeps!

alright folks.. thats all for now..
will upload more pictures.
expect more pics of jodi~
^^

Purely Writen by weiqi at 4:34 PM

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