Tuesday, January 23, 2007

tired

sigh.
wad can i say?
the problem is me... me ... me.. and jus me...
no one could help me.

say or not to say?

Purely Writen by weiqi at 11:26 PM

Saturday, January 20, 2007

weekends are here...

oh yeah~
weekend is here... finally..
this week seems to pass really slowly.
have got no reason y.
but yup. its another week passed,
another week nearer to the A level results.

realised that i am not the only one who find life now aimless.
felt the emptiness in me.
no goals?
no aims?
no targets?
nth to look forward to each day?
hopefully this emptiness in me could jus be filled up. soon.

jus hate it when this feeling jus come and go.
haunting the tiny mini weak soul in me.
emotionally breaking down.
sigh.
pls go off.

keeping myself busy might work.
from next week onwards?
hopefully i can contribute in some areas.
thanks for giving me the chance.

ALRIGHT.
shall not whine.
hopefully i get some rest. and be charged up for next week. -.-

Purely Writen by weiqi at 12:30 AM

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

-.-

its only tues. and i am getting tired.
dread waking up from my cosy bed.
dread squeezing into crowded lrt and mrt to become part of the human sandwich.
dread taking the company bus wif .. adults.

life is funny.
rmb just 3 months ago, all of us dreaded the As.
hoping A levels to be over soon, having all our freedom to play, work, slack, sleep.
and yup, A levels is over.
and now, i dreaded the life i have now.
having less time wif frens.
having less time for myself.
having less time for others.

am i true to myself?
am i true to others?
am i hiding something from others?
or am i hiding something from myself?

realised i am too easily affected by the surrounding.
emotionally wise.
need to learn to protect myself.
learn to be... insensitive.
let go...

shall look forward to weekends.
fri: bbq~
sat: shopping?
sun: someone blanja-ing me.. i tink.. haha...

will be able to see S.H.E next week!!
27th: concert
28th: Concert CD/DVD auto session. ( broke )
29th: hua yang auto session (broke broke)

oh well... look on the brighter side of life~~
and... i am fat.. ^^
-sorry i am not perfect-

Purely Writen by weiqi at 12:17 AM

Saturday, January 13, 2007

friday!!!

whoosh~ weekend is finally here.
its been a busy and tiring week.
*claps claps* for myself. (=

the rain causes buses, cars, lorries and vans on the road to be snails.
its really irritating to be in a jam.
and for goodness sake, i sat on the bus for 2 hours plus.
there goes my youth...

passed by the familar road, the track, the pavement.
guess there are no more chances of walking on it.
rain drops gently washed off all footsteps that i left.
leaving wif nth.
memories?

trapped in a traffic jam.
felt a little helpless.
some strange places that i have not been to.
alight or not to?
i am still a little weak wif decision making.

yup. i am mad.
walking home, in the rain ( wif my umbrella) at 11.15 pm,
though there are other alternatives.
but a chance to test myself.
still. a little afraid of darkness. but conquered!

well well well. weekend is here.
must enjoy~~~
-how's life gonna be like without u?-

Purely Writen by weiqi at 12:53 AM

Thursday, January 11, 2007

tank's 专属天使

new blog song~~~ enjoy~~

专属天使

Purely Writen by weiqi at 12:06 AM

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

another day

yup.. another day has passed. lao ler yi tian.
feel like i am back to jc life.
wake up early in the morning for lessons, and come back come late after lessons.
feel energised in the beginning of the week,
but after wed, my battery... dead.
shall charged up during weekends.

embarrassing day of my life.
have got no comments man.
i am just like a pig.
but thanks to that whoever.
if not, haha. i won't be home blogging.
i know i was dreaming... but i forget all abt it.. sheesh...

goodness.. a random post.
mind is in a state of... darkness.
need more sleep i tink.
hopefully tml will be a better day.
-really hope i will be alright-

Purely Writen by weiqi at 10:46 PM

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

how amazing

its really amazing when someone could read ur mind.
when someone knows wad kind of ans u will give.
when someone sense if u are alright or not.

isn't it scary if this someone knows ur everything?
haha...
but isn't it great when u can jus shut ur mouth, and someone knows wadever u are tinking?

not everyone is lucky to get someone who knows u so well.
i am quite lucky, to know one particular person who is... amazing...

yup, thanks sharon ^^
will keep all ur words in mind.

ok, i am alright.
stay happy always!!!
-how fake-

Purely Writen by weiqi at 2:28 AM

Sunday, January 07, 2007

-tired-

have not been blogging. too tired to even on the com after work.
facing the com for the entire day during work. getting sick of com
work....
tiring. getting heavier.
hmm. sometimes have to learn to do things slowly.
doing too quickly will let others tink that i am too free.
expanding my job scope.
well done, weiqi.
three areas to cover. more work to do. pathetic pay still.

transport fare is horrible.
$3.22 per day.
comparing the past, $1.60... -.- doubled
dun even tink of gg out.
gg out = spend money
but well, life still goes on.
an outing or 2 is still necessay.

getting used to this life now.
gg straight home everyday after work.
dinner, tv-ing, entering into lalaland.
no socialising.
no meeting up.
accepting this life of mine.
is it good to get used to it?
neglecting all that i used to care so much, good or bad?
sometimes dun really care abt them anymore, good or bad?
or is it cos i have grown up? having a more sensible character?
or is it ok to lose them now?

individual's expectations.
whether its on yourself or on others,
it can't be too high.
ending up, u are the one getting hurt.

high expectations = being demanding?
am i being too demanding?
maybe yes, maybe no.
shall not be one.

stop expecting= losing hope?
stop expecting= hacking care?
stop expecting= giving up?
stop expecting= giving freedom?
stop expecting= no more disappointments?

no more expectations.
dun wan to be too hard on myself and others.

Purely Writen by weiqi at 1:37 AM

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

HaPpY nEw YeAr!

hey hey hey... though its a little late, but still~~ HAPPY NEW YEAR PEEPS!

yes. 2006 has past. we are living in 2007. more challenges, responsibility and changes are running towards me. actually, to everyone.
was a little confused.
it dun seems to be a brand new year.
but it is. haha.. still trying to live in the past? living in 2006?

well. 2006 was a tough year. cos of the A levels. but it is the most enjoyable year... so far.
let me recall...
in jan, watched yanzi's concert~ woohoo...
cos of yanzi concert, get to know more of amanda, grace and jeannie.

in march? haha.. no idea, cos of css, get to know esther.
realised amanda, me and grace like dean.
got so crazy over her. we were mad.
but that bonds us..
get to know apple too~~~ ella rox! haha.

in may, yup... know of a spastic person. and i embarks on a drama serial. and its still ongoing... LOL.

setting up of the dean fc... DEANTRIFIED!
get to know more peeps..
shen li, sheena, pei zhen, pei yun, brenda, bel, hui qi ( nu er!)
a year that i get to know of so many funky frens... they rox!

and not forgetting my best pal in pjc... MUSTAFA!
haha.. he is really my study partner.
thanks for ur company!
hope u are doing fine now.

well... can't forget my frens who are always by my side.
sharon, nellie, kelly, chu xiang.
must still keep in contact in 2007~

a fruitful year ^^

2007, no longer a kid... cos of the bus fares... =.=
2007, first year starting off wif working. tml will be the first day of work in 2007.
2007, received the first shock from sharon! haha... btw, congrats!!! hope u will be happy ya~ can jus contact me. i am here for u! hehe...

alright. this post is getting a little too long. hope i din miss out anyone.
wish every single one of u to have a blissful year ahead.

HaPpY 2007~~~~~

Purely Writen by weiqi at 2:19 PM

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