Friday, December 29, 2006

work work work

alright. after christmas, work continues. but looking on the brighter side, a long weekend is coming!!
tml will be the last day of work in 2006!
well, hope everything goes smoothly. moses on leave. -.-

still trying to get used to the working life.
have taken quite a long time to do so.
sorry peeps, made u guys worried abt me. but i will be ok de!

yeah! finally get to meet up wif amanda, grace, jeannie, huiqi, esther, bear, apple, pei yun and shenli.
its been a long time ya.
had great fun~
huiqi can really cook man... love her oreo cheese cake! haha..
but it ended badly wif ants in my water... thanks huiqi!
i love u guys man!!!! meet up more often k~

countdown on sunday. wonder hows the plan...

mr lonely loves me~~~

Purely Writen by weiqi at 12:05 AM

Monday, December 25, 2006

merry christams everyone~

yup! its christmas! best wishes for all my peeps! and take care ppl!

spending christmas at home. alone.
thought i am used to spending holiday festivals alone.
but i realised i don't.
feeling a little lonely. jus like the song of eason.
'merry merry christmas, lonely lonely christmas.'
there is nth to look forward to for new year and the up coming festivals.
they are jus days that made me feel alone.
days that made me feel cold in this f* world.

worked for abt 7 days at the office.
more and more work to be done.
expectations are getting higher.
and i am still me.
an lonely ass taking transportation alone.
working in a environment where i have nobody to talk to.
guess will get used to all this shit.
this is the life that everyone will have to get use to it.
jus that i am experiencing it earlier.
f* life.

working life. missing out all the fun that my peeps are having.
having less time wif frens and family.
straining relationships sometimes.
always look forward to weekends. to meet up wif peeps.
well, all of them have their own life.
won't have much time for me.
lonely weekends once again.

welcome back, mr lonely.

Purely Writen by weiqi at 3:22 PM

Saturday, December 23, 2006

hectic week

have not been blogging these few days. busy wif work. basically have not much time to do so.
lots and lots of things to handle and tink abt.
but i have only 1 brain.

working life. kind of sux.
always having work to do.
and work will jus pile up if i slacked.
someone jus told me it will be worse next year.
haiz.

talked wif gua.
chose to keep quiet abt it.
not sure if this would solve it.
but it is an obvious no.
taking it easy.

hmm. sometimes we really need to master the skill of letting go.
it is tough. really tough.
to let go = forget?
forget the places that we went together.
forget wad we did together.
forget the good times and bad times.
forget abt the songs we used to listen together.
forget every single thing abt u.
how long will it take?
how much effort has to be put in?

jus hoping that we do not need to undergo this.
but my instinct tells me that we must be prepared for this.
so unpredictable.

treasuring every single moment.
treating them as the last.

how interesting life can be.

Purely Writen by weiqi at 1:52 AM

Monday, December 18, 2006

not alright

not alright since yest night.
not blaming u on that.
but there is a need to talk abt this.
cos it concerns alot of ppl.
i dun wish u will be affected by this.
guess u have faced enough pressure.repeated questioning and tracking. ur sis, mum, bro.
thats y it caused u to do so.

have got no idea wad to do.
but no worries. i am holding 2 phones now.
even if she has got the number, she will not be able to reach her.
thats the best i can do to prevent things from getting worse.
she could jus call and scold me ba. i am fine.

thought things are progressing well.
but, another challenge has arrived.
wad exactly made u spill out everything?
and wad are ur plans?

once again, deep blue sky is covered wif dark heavy clouds.
water vapour condenses so quickly that precipitation takes place almost immdiately.
too heavy for the clouds to hold on.

in a state of confusion.
too many thoughts. and not yet sorted out.
seems like a thousand pieces or even millions pieces of jigsaw puzzle.
how long will it take for the bits and pieces to form the clear picture?

work is overloading.
not sure y am i holding so much task and responsibility.
and my pay is pathetic pls.
overwhelmed.

seems like a blowing balloon.
though each size of air particles are negligible,
but accumulation of air particles jus increases the pressure.
it will explode. one fine day.

walking in the rain rox.
but it is still not heavy enough to wash off the troubles.
hoping it has cleared some.

moving on. procceding on. carrying on.

Purely Writen by weiqi at 10:36 PM

Sunday, December 17, 2006

working life

ok.. i am employed.
by a company called 'rockwell automation'
being assigned as the adminstrative assistant. haha. sound so high class.
have yet to adapt to working life.
working from 8.30 to 5.30.
squeezing into trains early in the morning wif all other ppl.
and being sardines and pancakes after work.

hectic week.
it really madness to work from 8.30 to 5.30. and 6.30 to 10.30.
holding 2 jobs is no joke man.
but yeah. broke my record of standing for 12 hours without sitting!
haha.. madness. my poor legs..

alright. will only hold one job next week..
at least i get to rest during weekend.
and to have some time wif frens and gua ^^

gua~~ thanks for ur jia you every now and then.
it kind of work for me.
and i put thru this week!! yeah~~~
no more drawing at burgur king.
or to wait for 4 hours... madness... haa...
thanks thanks thanks...

heee... read the letter...
*touched*
but was laughing to myself on the bus.
so dumb...

alright. tml is monday.
hope i dun monday blues.
jia you~~

Purely Writen by weiqi at 10:32 PM

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

Avril Lavigne Keep Holding On

Avril Lavigne Keep Holding On

You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side
You know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No, I won't give in

Keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

So far away I wish you were here
Before it's too late
This could all disappear
Before the door's closed
And it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend, yeah, yeah

Keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just stay strong Cause you know
I'm here for you I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

Hear me when I say
When I say I believe.
Nothing's gonna change
Nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be
Will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
La da da da, la da da da La da da da da da da da da

Keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

Ahh, ahh Keep holding on
Ahh, ahh Keep holding on
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
We'll make it through

how wish u could say this to me

Purely Writen by weiqi at 11:19 PM

employed

yes.
i am finally empolyed. and working 2 jobs.
tink will jus die after christmas.
working as admin assistant and sales assistant.
god bless me.....!!!

its really upsetting when one couldn't get an answer,
couldn't get assurance,
couldn't get security.

ignorant? running away from reality?
i have got no idea.

maybe working is a good choice now...

Purely Writen by weiqi at 9:52 PM

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

jobless

yup. i am jobless since 23rd nov.
a few more days more to a month.
its time to work!!!
unemployed...

watched hua yang epi 4, nana movie.
i wan nana 2!!!
quick man..
btw, the theme song jus rox la... its called...Hitoiro!
love the song.

hmm.
to give in or not to give in?
do u always give in to ur fren, jus to please him or her?
to please him/her, so to continue the friendship?
isn't the friendship superficial?
or is it a frienship at all?

Purely Writen by weiqi at 8:35 PM

hmmm

oh well. things wasn't as bad as i thought.
i tink the problem really lies on me.
really have to learn to tink less.
and to look on the brighter side.

not sure if i did the right thing.
tink i shouldn't have told u.
but, jus wan to say.
whether it is true or not, we shouldn't be bothered.
and it is not gonna to affect me.
and u shouldnt be affected too.
dun push me away. pls.

pleasant 2 days. yup.
we broke the record.
from 26 to 30. haha.
and pls. mind where u are punching!!!

Purely Writen by weiqi at 8:31 PM

Saturday, December 09, 2006

human nature

thoughts and thoughts.

is it human nature of humans or is it jus for some?
being happy for wad they have gotten
but yet not treasuring them.
taking things for granted.
have they ever thought of how difficult things come by?
have they thought of how lucky they are as compared to others?
is it so difficult to treasure smth?

how would one feel if they have lost smth?
smth that are supposed to be impt to them?
crying over spilled milk?
then y lose them at the first place?
treasure them, rite?
is it that difficult?

some ppl love to be led ard.
some love to lead ppl.
some prefers to be the centre of attraction.
some prefers to keep a low profile.
me?
i hate to be led ard.

Purely Writen by weiqi at 11:42 PM

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

^^

a day out wif gua yest . a full day.
a day filled wif emotions, fun, laughter.
most importantly, a day wif each other.
enjoyed every single moment wif u.
though u would bully me at some pt of time.
stop the _ _ _ word can? haha
thanks for sharing some of ur problems wif me.
i will always be wif u, by ur side, to listen to u. really.
lesson learnt ya~

sometimes it is really upsetting to see people in a state of dilemma.
state of confusion
worse, state of overwhelming saddness.
nth much i could do abt it.
this is reality. this is life.
but tinking abt it.
isn't it unfair if my saddness affect other party?
making the other party feel real miserable. not fair, right?
that might be wad some love to do.
a way to get more attention?
a way to feel much better?
a way to share their sorrows?
a way to get ppl to hear them out?
each has its possiblilty.

sadness shouldn't be staying long.
getting rid of them and moving on is the most important.
most crucial. highest difficulty.
most humans have yet to attain that level.
sad, isn't it?

dun wish to get emo.
jus some thoughts in mind.

Purely Writen by weiqi at 12:26 AM

Saturday, December 02, 2006

bored

finally a day at home...
bored. and getting alittle upset.
right. i shouldn't read it. but i couldn't stop the stubborn side of me.
yes, i read.
which makes my tear ducts working.
not sure y does it affects me.
am i being too soft hearted?
or am i being a busybody?
could put myself in ur shoe.
could understand how u feel after reading it.
world is not fair.
y can't everyone be happy?
a year... its long... and wil u feel miserable for this one year?
can we face it together?
can we share this problem together?
i wan to know exactly how u feel.
wad u want to do.

wad are the actual reasons for u to tear?
tell me pls...
gosh. shall jus stop blogging now. getting real emo.

YANZI ROX

Purely Writen by weiqi at 6:00 PM

yanzi!!!

yeah... yanzi's live performance at vivo yesterday was fantastic... though she is small and tiny, but her stage presence is there. watching her jus made me feel proud to be a singaporean.

din know its a live band concert. goodness. it is jus like the concert in indoor stadium. but, she sang so much better than the concert in jan. she is jus weird la huh. haha...

its the first time listening and watching a concert in a open area(could sat comfortably on seats and not squeezing and tip toeing) , feeling the soft and gentle wind blowing towards us, the echoing of the live band and her voice. every single song touches me. the first concert that i want to jus shut up and listen to her. her voice... gosh... it jus so pleasant to the ears. i want more!!!!

love the opening~~ shen QI! but BEN is the best man. i jus love the way she moved ard. wif vigour and hope. ' i will go this way!"

emo songs are really emo. like tong lei... oh man.. felt super emo after listening to it. like the last 2 sentences that she sang
云在半空中　被微风剪碎
回忆也许美　可是正在飞走对不对

encore... tian hei hei, the moment, wo yao de xing fu... emo-est song... the moment.. simply love her rendition of the song.

finale... meng bu luo!!!! haha... can see that those uncles and aunty are all hype up by yanzi... all participated in the kallang wave. haha... as i stood up, i could see all the special guests applauded loudly for her. i am so proud of her...

haha... its worth going ard vivo city and... haha... it jus worth the effort. i will jus kill myself if i din go for this concert.

I LOVE YANZI!!! ^^