Thursday, November 30, 2006

tsk tsk

tiring day.
my brain, eyes, limbs are tired. both physically and mentally.

dark clouds have invaded.
rain has started.
from drizzle to pouring to rainstorms.
wind has tried to blow the dark clouds off.
tried and try. still trying.
but fine weather has yet to arrive.
looking forward to the arrival of a sunny day.
but how long does it take for this day to arrive?
clueless...

nobody is to be blamed. its jus me. me and me...

wonder y my brain is working so hard.
coming up wif lots of reasons and explanations.
wad is it trying to do?

gosh. such an emo day. aarrgh...

Purely Writen by weiqi at 12:41 AM

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

steamboat

alright... today is a fullfilling and exhausting day. but had fun!!

met up wif nellie for step up.. gosh. it rox. luv the main leads. the choronography of their dance simply rox. and the music too.. send me the songs if u have... haha...

ok.. then met up wif gua at ps. somehow shopping wif u is interesting... but u are so irritating.. haha... jkjk..

met up wif esther, bear, amanda, grace, jeannie, sheena, brenda, shenli, peiyun, peizhen, hui qi, peng you for steam boat. had fun... jus can't stop laughing. all bcos of amanda.. haha...

oh ya.. thanks for all ur presents ya... i luv them all... seriously. u guys jus know my taste~~
cap- shall post up the pic of me wearing it... soon... nice nice...
shorts- haha... luckily its not skirt.. if not i will jus kill myself... but the belt... so nu ren!!! haha
necklace- it rox... i luv it man....

thanks for this celebration... really... thanks thanks thanks...

u guys rox!!!! dean rox.. hahaa..

yeah... tml will be a happy day.. hopefully.. hahaa...

Purely Writen by weiqi at 2:00 AM

Monday, November 27, 2006

happy birthday to me~~

today is a day to celebrate the start of my 18th year in life..
to celebrate a step closer to adulthood.
to celebrate me of being able to watch m18 movie.
to celebrate an unforgetable day... to celebrate this day wif u.

no word to describe how impt u are to me rite now.
i know u will say ' girl, i am not ur entire world"
yup. u are not my entire world, but u are the biggest part of my world.
a big portion that is so significant to me.
a big portion that will never be neglected, never be forgotten.
thanks gua... for celebrating my birthday. i love all the gifts. not to worry ya. but u still owe me smth rite.. haha..
dun wish to let u go. dun wish to say bye and take care to u. wished the time could jus stop.
shopping jus makes me misses u more.. how dumb...
oh well.. should be contented wif wad i have. thanks for making my day. ^^

frens!!! happy to receive messages from u guys. frens on the list: grace, chu xiang, sheena, yoges, wilson, amanda, mustafa, kelly, sharon, joyner, pei zhen, nellie, shen li, brenda, yu zhen, chong hoe, obk, calin, esther, bear... thanks many many... thanks for remembering this date.... thanks...

oh ya... enjoyed myself in k box... thanks yao neng and chu xiang. had fun laughing our ass off in the bus too... u know i know huh... haha... miss, get lost... lol...
thanks chong hoe for the treat. ^^

really happy to have all of u guys as part of my life. i treasure every single one of u.

alright... happy birthday to myself~!

Purely Writen by weiqi at 9:34 PM

Saturday, November 25, 2006

the day has arrived

firstly, thanks to all ppl who are concern. esp, amanda, esther, nellie and chu xiang. yup. know u guys were worried for me. yup things are settled. and most importantly, we are happy.

knew that i will be one talking. haha. but nvm. these are the thoughts and ideas that i wish to bring across to u. dun be so bothered abt all these k. cos most importantly, we have to treasure wad we have now. and i treasure the time being wif u, treasure ur company. i treasure u.

thanks for being here for me. thanks for ur everything.

Purely Writen by weiqi at 7:01 PM

Friday, November 24, 2006

A LEVELS!!!

WOOHOOO..... A LEVEL IS OVER!!!! wahaha...

i can't believe that i have actually got thru the A levels. like seriously. thought i would have died halfway, or broke my hand or quit sch. haha.. shall not curse myself. but yes!!!! i did it~ MUSTAFA! we did it!!!! time to play~~~~~~~ watch ur korean shows man... wahahaha...

ok.. hope life won't be boring after As. wanna get a life, get a job. hopefully this long holiday will be a pleasant one.

ok... the day is finally here.
life and death? haha... not so serious.
but a day that its rather impt.
hopefully its a nice ending.

now As is over. i realised i have more things to tink abt.
really wish that these problems din exist.

is it better to glue my lips up?
or to digest them?
or to allow diffusion to take place?
or to allow the relay neurone to work?
hmm. i have no idea..
feel that silence is wad i want.

Purely Writen by weiqi at 12:24 AM

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

Happy birthday to u~~

hey hey hey... today is an impt day for the twinnie... Amanda and Guai~~~ haha... happy birthday to the 2 of u ya... and yup... u guys can watch m18 shows now... but i can watch them after 6 days! haha....

to amanda:
hey hey.. really nice to know u. din expect the both of could still keep in contact after yanzi's concert. and yup. we did. we shared so much joy, fun, tears together. happy and sad moments together. i really really treasure u as my besties. my confession to u... I LOVE YOU!!! haha...

to gua:
hey hey hey. we know each other for less than a year. lots of stuff happened. both good and bad. but i treasured every moment wif u. hope u do like the 5 surprises that i have given u. really really hope that u like them...

its always exciting to look forward to a day. but misery always comes along when the day u looked forward passed real quickly.
how wish time will jus stop when we are together. to enjoy every little moment together. a little smile on ur face makes me happy. a nod, makes me feel assured. a pat, makes me feel that i am being cared for.
today is a day i will never forget. a day for me to rmb, always.

Purely Writen by weiqi at 3:58 PM

Sunday, November 19, 2006

getting better

ok. i am feeling better ler. thanks nellie.. if i would to keep everything to myself, i would not have straighten my thoughts. cos i am being trapped in the box ya. i will learn to jump out of the box...

sorry gua.. i tink i have mistaken ur intentions. and i shouldn't even feel pissed or wad so ever.

ok. mum got me a new phone. thanks mummy~~~ my birthday present... hehe...

i am looking forward to 20th. yup.

Purely Writen by weiqi at 2:51 AM

Friday, November 17, 2006

blog

second time blogging today. just has chem p1. alright. 2 more papers left... bio bio bio..

somehow there is no way to express myself except blogging. dun know if blogging makes me feel better or not. oh well. jus blog then.

becomes a bit anti social now. or cos of bio? dunno. decided not to go for chalet, though everyone will be there. sigh. hope u guys have fun then. sorry.

am i angry? or disappointed? or smth? i tink its jus mixture of everything. a little of this and that jus gg to bring me down.

but why am i making myself so miserable?
isn't it good to hack it first?
ya... this is wad i am supposed to do. wad a irony.

shall learn to take things lightly. really lightly. cos wads the pt of treasuring it? in the end, u will still lose it. isn't it?

oh well..
"weiqi, look on the brighter side!"

i wish i could. really could.

Purely Writen by weiqi at 4:43 PM

sigh

no words could really descibe how i am feeling now. wads wrong wif me?

kind of affected. but no worries. won't affect my papers.

i guess no one will understand how i feel now. kind of helpless.
grasping the thin layer of oxygen thats ard me.
holding on to smth that soon be blown away.
feel as though i am sitting on a three-legged chair.
feel that the warmth ard me will soon be replaced by winter storms.
tear ducts will soon be working again.

to anticipate?

clueless...

Purely Writen by weiqi at 12:34 PM

Thursday, November 16, 2006

getting alittle emo..

ok.. had a little discussion wif gua. kind of know the details for 24th.

lots of factors to consider. and its complicated and complex. oh gosh.. sound so GP.

so am i supposed to treasure wadever that i have now? jus in case something goes wrong?
seriously, how could i jus give up? its been a long way. and how am i supposed to turn the time back, to be how we used to be? to be jus good good frens...

guess both of us have gone deeper each day. it is really easier said then done. to be back to square one. how long is it going to take?

i have crossed the boundary already. and i have already decided to cross it. but ur words somehow shaken my decision. its not scaring me. but somehow the faith is not there.

is there a thing called forever? there isn't, right?

how interesting... u actually agreed to all the advices that others gave me. so... hmm... wad am i supposed to do...

all this is jus like a dream. have never imagined myself in this situation at all. and never thought of being getting closer to you. maybe its really a dream.. not a reality. if its so... someone please wake me up... now... right now..

tinking back...
IF... i din force u to go on the 3rd sept,
IF... i din force u to say smth on the 20th sept
maybe things won't be so complicated?
everyone will be happy.

so.. i am the one... the one who deserve a bang on the head.
"wad's wrong wif me?" sigh. jus an ass...

like i say. lets not talk abt this till 24th. enjoy the rest of the days. maybe thats the final days for u and me. and no more...

Purely Writen by weiqi at 1:31 PM

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

k box~~~

went k box on 13th nov.. cos its dar sis's birthday. hahaha... and its high! woohoo... simply love k box...

while waiting for dar sis to arrive, me, amanda and apple were jus singing without the music.. and its fun man... and amanda, its tiring to be ur backup singer.. haha... stop ur exaggerations. hahaa... jokin..

when dean arrived, dun really dare to sing. its like. scary.. haha.. i just love the moment when me and amanda sang ben together... its damn nice.. and everybody says our voice the same. singing and talking.. haha... speechless man.. even amanda's twin say so!!! like wth! haha... but yup, amanda's singing is good~

had lots of fun. dean's singing is good. really has got her own personality and style. nice nice...

yeah. 3 more papers left. 8 more days to freedom~

and 5 more days to gua and amanda's birthday~ looking forward to 20th nov. bio paper 3 and... haha... hope it will be an unforgetable night..

Purely Writen by weiqi at 11:35 AM

Saturday, November 11, 2006

24th nov

an impt day. whether things turn out rite or not. its gonna dependent on this day. hopefully its good~

ella's new drama is coming out!!! oh my.. she looks super cute in that show la... hua yang shao nian shao nu... i wan the vcd man... hopefully it comes out soon... hehe...

back to mugging... chem chem chem~

Purely Writen by weiqi at 7:36 PM

Thursday, November 09, 2006

4 more papers

alright... halfway thru A levels. giving myself a break now.
GP is over! yeah... no more definitions of globolisation, poverty... but i tink GP is tough. nvm, its ok.
Maths is over too! haha. no more statis ( i tink i will miss doing statis), vectors and complex numbers. haha.. paper 1 is not easy. hopefully paper 2 will help me in some ways.
bio p2 and chem p3 are over.

14 days left. got to endure and study hard for chem p1 and 2, bio p1 and 3.

after a levels, hopefully we have more time together. but i tink u wil be busy wif this and that. hmm. will see how ba.

hmm.. which day should we discuss abt the stuff? i wan it to be before 27th nov. i dun care.. haha...

23, 24, 25?

Purely Writen by weiqi at 7:40 PM

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

1 more day

ok... A level is approachiong us. just a day more.
nervous? frightened? i dunno. guess i jus dun have confidence.
GP. i dun wish to fail. haiz.

ok. reflection time.
wads exactly on my mind? i dunno.
am i alright? hopefully. but at this moment, i am not.
guess its the stress.
have i studied enough? have i put in my 100%? am i prepared to enter the examination hall?
goodness. these questions jus gonna bring me down.
guess its jus me.

and wad else?? i dunno. guess its jus me.

alright. shall not tink too much.
hopefully i feel better soon.