Sunday, October 29, 2006

let me whine...

first of all.. congrtas to yanzi!!! woohoo... and s.h.e too..

okok.. seriously dun feel alright
know that i am not supposed to be distracted at this pt of time.
should be focused on the A levels only... thats only..
but. this seems to be flashing cross my mind all the time.

humans are selfish. i know. i have not been in this situation before which i need to decide.
a yes or a no?
its jus a short ans, and yet it makes damn lot of a difference.

wish to be selfish. i really wish to.
can u tell me wad do u want exactly? dun tell me u have no idea in mind. there must be a ans that u will look forward to isn't it?
if i choose not to be selfish. will u be sad at all?
by saying "have means have, dun have means dun have", makes things simpler? and its easier to get over it?
then wad are these few months for? supposed to keep them as " good and unforgetable moments'?

i really wonder wad u guys will talk abt after the A levels... maybe after the talk u won't even let me choose. and u will decide the ans for me. a no..

i guess i shall prepare for the worse.
ya. won't lose u. cos we are still frens. frens only.
said is easier than done.

let us get this over and done wif.
selfish or not to be selfish?

Purely Writen by weiqi at 11:16 AM

Thursday, October 26, 2006

last day of sch??

today seems to be the last day of gg back to college for lessons and consultations. will only go back on 2nd nov. the GP PAPER>>> A LEVELS... its approaching... soooo soon... but well... all of us got to face it man... jia you!

ok... i am claimed to be dog of all dogs... like wth... but nvm. din know u can be so mad pls. wrappers and cup. one fine day u will realised all the ants are crawling all over u!!! oh well... thought u wasn't touched... hehe.. but yup. u were.

these few days have been hard on u. dilemma btw grandpa and studying. chill.. its over ler. a few more days to go... study all u can and yup. u will do well for sure. have faith in urself. i have faith in u. ^^

okok. no more calls ya.. *evil* haha...

tml is s.h.e day. got to study first before gg over to IMM. sigh.. hope i can get all the cd sign.
ELLA HERE I COME!!!

Purely Writen by weiqi at 11:26 PM

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

last lap

8 more days to A level... thats like really fast... another week more.. must really mug... jia you to me and to everyone~~~

alright. have got no one to talk to tonight. gosh. hope u will be back on thurs. not fri. its jus like 1 night, but it can be a miserable and emo night. hope i dun get too emo.

we have been hanging there for quite some time. but its ok. soon.. we will be alright.

how will life be like after A level? no idea man. gg to k box everyday? shopping? sleeping? slacking? or will u be wif me? haha.. cant be.. so busy wif this and that.

s.h.e is coming!!! fri and sun will be booked by them. haha... and sun!!! time to catch up wif my childhood fren. yeah yeah~~~

Purely Writen by weiqi at 3:19 PM

Sunday, October 22, 2006

bored

kind of bored now.. shall blog..

things are getting better now. after the long chat yest. i really hope we can always be like this... not to be like the 2 scary nights.

ok. its impossible to stone for 4 to 5 hours ya. i know wad u are tinking. i tink we are tinking the same thing too. jus in diff perspectives. but wad i can that such things will also happen after As... diff to breakaway from this viscious cycle. its really up to ur decision that u make in the future..

alright.. thanks for hearing out all my whining. guess u have ear block ler. haha. we shared some lessons together. guess we understand our horoscope better...

sorry for not picking up ur phone call too.. so sorry. but i was shocked la.. its so sudden.. and u din say when will u be back... come back soon ya...

if things could stay like this forever, isn't it good? without anyone interfering and not to tink abt others. jus the both of us. well... this is jus fantasy...

Purely Writen by weiqi at 2:47 PM

Saturday, October 21, 2006

oh well...

12 days to A levels... kind of looking forward to it.. so that i can have own time to slp, to go shopping.. and to get a life!

ok... things are always not up to me to decide.. ok.. then i shall not decide at all. and not to tink at all.. i shall jus hack them.

wad else can i expect? nvm... i must be independent. being too dependent on anybody is a huge mistake. i will never be dependent on anyone anymore.

i really hope i have got a memory thrash can. to delete and throw away all the memories that i have.

just wanna be numb.
just wanna be innocent once again.
sometimes, wish to be dead.

Purely Writen by weiqi at 1:26 AM

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

tired

have not been blooging these few days.. have been busy mugging...

ok. jc life has kind of ended. farewell assembly was hilarious than touching.. had fun that day. taking photos wif all my classmates and my CT~ haha... walked all the way from sch back to home... thanks ya~

sat and sun were 2 interesting days la... haha.. 26~~~ opps...

today studied in sch. till 8 in the library. tiring... but its fun~ well... distracting sometimes... wahaha...

Purely Writen by weiqi at 12:38 AM

Thursday, October 12, 2006

2 days more

ok... two days more to farewell.. tink farewell assembly is not necessary, since timetable will be as usual. wth.. oh well.. nvm...

21 days to a level. and i am feeling really tired. i need more slp. more more more...

hope sat will be fun~

alright. leaving all these till the end of a lvls. maybe i have got no confidence in myself or have no faith in u.. jus feel that things might not turn out great after the a levels. jus feel that there are changes to everything.

after so many days, feelings are getting stronger. wish u will be by my side forever. but this is not the reality... rite?

oh well... i guess i need to hold back my emotions now. and u too.

silly thoughts come to my mind... does avoiding u and keeping a distance away from eachother helps? haha... stupid questions ya. it doesn't help... i tink...

alright. hope u are feeling better after the chat...

study is our priority now... arrgh...

Purely Writen by weiqi at 1:59 AM

Sunday, October 08, 2006

taking a break..

alright... we are left wif 5 more official college days. time passes really quickly. 25 more days to the A level. JC life seems short. though short, but did miss out some fun. oh well. got to realyl treasure the days we have left in college...

miss the days... i am the stalker... haha..

have been pleasant these few days. happy to have u. i am not alone. i know u are always wif me. thanks.

oh well. i really dunno the definition. can u define us? and u are my???

i guess we will only get the defnintions when ur reasons that u stated are no longer valid. but i seriously think that there will be no ans. sigh. wad to do????

oh well... i am fine wif anything. i jus dun wish to lose u. yup. thats all..

Purely Writen by weiqi at 6:54 PM

Sunday, October 01, 2006

^^

stayed overnight at ch's house... haa... was bored.. opps. cos i dun watch soccer and i dun play majong... so i slacked... but most of the time, talking on the phone. treating his room as mine.. haha...

oh well.. thanks for calling me... if not.. i will have rotted.. i tink we chatted for more than 5 hours? madness!!! hahaa.....

tired.... only managed to study abit of bio... haha... today is bio day~~

tml is a sch day!!! haha... i jus enjoy the days in college...