w e i q i ; her L i F e ; her S t O R y

Saturday, September 30, 2006

wad to do???

blogging at ch's house. oh well.. not sure wad to blog...haha..

ok... its not the first time having a weekend. and its not the first time not seeing u for one day.. but why i jus feel so weird not seeing u? gosh... is it wrong to feel this way? sigh...

miss? I tink so. wonder if u feel the same as i do. gosh... someone help me pls....

feeling abit hungry.. 'when we're hungry, love will keep us alive...'

Purely Writen by weiqi at 5:47 PM

updates~

ok... got back prelim results. though its not godd enuff, but i am happy. cos i improved!
really need to thank those who have encouraged me after my midyear. like, sharon, chu xiang, amanda, mus, zoey and nini. thanks... without u guys, i would have given up hope... thanks..

hmm... thanks for ur smses everyday... bugging me to slp.. and haha.. please disturb somebody else...

oh well.. i am not in the position to choose or to order wad u got to do. its all up to u. i know its really diff for u. i can't bear to see u in these situations. but this is how things turn out. i dun want u to feel like being a ball. being kicked ard by me and her. i jus feel bad. if i dun get to know u, maybe everything is fine btw u and her? and she will be feeling much happier?

i dunno... i am jus afraid that i might lose u one day.

its been pleasant these few days. i know these days won't last de. got to wake up from all these dreams. back to reality.

ok.. dun be bothered abt me ba. i am fine wif anything.

Purely Writen by weiqi at 2:16 AM

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

happy day~

today is the last day of slacking. had a great outing today. wohooo~~

i enjoyed today~ and glad that u are too~

kind of guilty that u reached home late. thanks alot!!

realised that u are quite xing ku de. will not make stuff diff for u de. so dun blame me if i ignore u.. haha.. not on purpose. ^^

tml is the start of mugging day? oh well.. i hope i can concentrate. prelims results... sigh...

Purely Writen by weiqi at 10:55 PM

Monday, September 25, 2006

alone

oh.. going out alone can be fun too. though feel lonely at times. but this is the only time when i have time for myself. memories flew back since i stepped out of the house.

went out at 11 am. took the lrt and mrt to jurong mrt station.
memories at juring mrt station:
- i made dean fc to wait for me at the mrt station. feel so damn bad. sorry guys..
- did NKF flag day at the interchange wif yu zhen.. mdm howe came to find us. purpose was to pass us gifts... was touched to see her.. and thats the last day we saw her before she left for perth. oh well... she was really nice...
- haha... checking for the last bus to habourfront? haha... funny...

boarded bus 197:
-gosh... the trip from jurong to parkway parade is LONG! i took me abt 1 hours 45 mins...! if its not for my S.H.E, i won't do this !!
-remembered i did the same thing last year. alone. but at least kelly was there... not physically though. ok. sounds wrong. but got to really thank her. she called me while i was on the bus. we chatted along the way. made the journey not that lonely. but today... haha.. its... long... can't imagine myself sitting on the bus for so damn long.

parkway parade:
- nth much. but managed to get a pair of scandels... yeah~~

took bus 36 to town:
-direct bus to somerset mrt. wanted to shop ard. walking from somerset mrt to cine, to taka...
- saw hereen. reminds me of yanzi's auto session 2 years ago. fun day~
- was walking pass tang? not sure... but there used to have a waffle store... but its gone... saddening.
- and walked pass hyatts hotel. S.H.E press conference and gathering~ woohoo...
-finally reached far east plaza. walked pass that... shop... not sure of the name. chu xiang, chonghoe, add, wei guang and kelly celebrated my birthday there.. a tiny cake.. but its nice!!

today's trip is kind of similar to last year. the only thing that is missing is KELLY~~~ wahaha... was really mad last year. was talking on the phone whole day. even while shopping.

i guess when u are alone, u will realised the importance of frens ba. and who are the ppl whom u always thought of.

quite a meaningful trip though. doing this once in a while should be fine.

results of SI... RAH!!!! i tink jonathan should win la... but nvm... he will be a regional singer~~~

Purely Writen by weiqi at 10:41 PM

Sunday, September 24, 2006

sunday

today is a tv day... oh man.. have been watching tv the whole day. even watched boring shows... this is life huh..
when u are lucky, good programs jus line up for u.
but u can't be lucky all the time... sometimes its a mixture of good and bad ones
sometimes... all shows are as bad.

can't really choose wad we want in life.
and hope dun seems to be always there.
maybe i should switch off some of the lights in me.

being too optimistic isn't that good huh.
maybe should learn how to look at both sides. the dark and the bright. but i tink the darker side seems to be more appealing.
beautifying thoughts are jus deceiving...
but ppl always tell me to look on the brighter side. and jus hoping things to turn out good
but its always not the case.
contradiciting.

should learn to be cold hearted.
learn to be quiet.
to keep myself away from others.
to be independent. realised i am tooo dependent on others
and got to learn how to forget and let go.
after mastering all these skills, i might be stronger. and to be a better me.

i really hope i can... to be different from who i am now.

Purely Writen by weiqi at 6:40 PM

Saturday, September 23, 2006

对你有感觉

我曾深刻体会 对爱感到胆怯还好有懂我的你 给我安慰

看你失落的脸 又再为爱憔悴我心痛的感觉竟 如此的强烈

眼角的泪 它给过谁伤透了心 也无所谓

我会愿意 静静地 陪在你身边如果说爱 已不可为

那我宁愿 藏心里面其实我害怕会失去你的感觉

怎么会开始对你有了感觉又深怕朋友默契转身不见

矛盾着犹豫不决没准备 跨越爱的界线

怎么会开始对你(你)有了感觉
深陷朋友恋人之间的危险
进与退 被爱包围 谁犯规 都狼狈
谁能解围 让一切完美

怎么会开始对你(你)有了感觉
深陷朋友恋人之间的危险
你和我 拥抱瞬间 不后悔 这暧昧
星光唯美 把爱放心里面

could feel smth from this song... nice song... ppl... listen and read the lyrics ba... 对你有感觉

Purely Writen by weiqi at 1:59 PM

shopping day

yeah... managed to shop today. spend quite a fair bit of money on accessories... jus hope that i jave got the chance to wear them...

met amanda at 1 at far east plaza.. started to walk... to taka, to heeren, to cine, to plaza singapura... then.. took the mrt to bugis... shop and shop... then stand all the way home in the bus and lrt... my poor legs... tink they are breaking soon...

today... its really... funny... haha... saw lots of pjc students..
saw evon at taka
saw nini and gang, chonghoe and girlfrens, jessi and classmates at heeren... haha... so fun~~~ chong hoe blushed.. wahaha...
saw xingyun and hongqi at plaza sing
did i leave out anyone? hehe.. dunno...
we are one big family man... haha...

was freaked out today.. come to tink of it.. its so damn funny... hahaa...

oh amanda.... thanks for ur company... and dun put tis ): anymore ya... ^^

Purely Writen by weiqi at 12:25 AM

Thursday, September 21, 2006

thoughts

kind of a relaxing day for me. managed to read thru notes and tried doing mcqs. tml is the end of prelims. i really hope there are improvments.

ok. looked thru the calender. we are left wif 14 days of official college days. including tml, which is not really a college day. ok.. make it 13 then. 13 days left in pjc. am i supposed to be happy? or sad? after 13 days, chances of seeing my frens will be fewer. will miss MR MUSTAFA!! haha.. the cutest fren i ever have.

after 13 days, couldn't see u everyday. thats sad huh. dun have much chance. enjoy the slapping and whacking days. and i will miss these days. actually, u are the motivation for me to attend sch. shocked huh? haha.... so funny.

trying to sort out my thoughts today too.
i am not sure if i have no confidence for myself or is it bcos i dun really know wad u are thinking.. not blaming u. i tink its just me.
hmm.. so ur main objective is jus to tell me stuff that i forced u? and nth else? or there is smth? or is it not the right time? or is it u are unsure yet? or smth else? oh gosh... so many qns and doubts...

u told me that i have lose 5 ppl already. and i tink its really... dumb. wad i can say, i dun wish u are the 6th one.

yest is day that i will never forget. and i dunno y. could feel ur presence from where u sat. thats sounds wrong. but... yup...

pretending nth has happened seems to be appealing.. but... it isn't, right? i dunno... i should not have agreed wif u...

Purely Writen by weiqi at 10:41 PM

oh my tian...

oh gosh... how should the conclusion be??? i am clueless.. i jus hope someone can jus decide for us. gosh...

but thanks being frank wif me.. i am kind of happy... ur heart is not cold after all... really...

chu dian can be the zhu da ge liao...
想问个愚蠢问题　我们再这样下去 你猜会走到哪里...

Purely Writen by weiqi at 1:53 AM

Sunday, September 17, 2006

change

ok... i tink the previous blog song .... sucks.. haha.. so i decided to change again...

oh gosh... u jus make me tink.. wad is it abt? wad wad wad... and is it that it will affect me after telling me? i tink i am more affected now... cos i am in a mist now. i dunno wads gg on.. i wan to know. sigh. i know u won't want to say. but ... i am really affected...

Purely Writen by weiqi at 12:19 PM

Saturday, September 16, 2006

hehe

taking a break... and.. yup... did this... enjoyz~~~

Purely Writen by weiqi at 1:15 PM

Sunday, September 10, 2006

hybernation

ok... this is a deal wif someone who wish to start studying.. haha..

ok.. we shall start tml... no more internet... will be back in action after prelims... yesh!

NINI.... WE CAN DO IT... HAHA... JIA YOU!!!

Purely Writen by weiqi at 10:45 PM

damn it...

goodness... i did smth really wrong... shouldn't have used my s.h.e tape to record fir's performance...!!!! and the stupid tape... jus love rewinding... and it erased my ella's cutest part!!!! wth... i am so pissed la... haiz... but its all my fault... having really itchy hand...

tml is prelims...! exciting huh... GP... oh well... i will be more careful over my grammer... and to stay focus thru out the paper...

got to do smth interesting after prelims... i wan to read nana's comics!!! hear me???!!! haha...

Purely Writen by weiqi at 5:42 PM

distracting tv

oh well.. got up late this morning... got cramps on my arms and leg.. wads wrong wif me man...

started to watch tv at 4 pm.. MTV feng sheng bang wan ren yen chang hui... this concert ended at 9pm.. GOODNESS... 5 hours... madness... imagine the audiences standing for 5 hours.. plus the waiting time... but they are fortunate la... get to see so many singers... FIR, SHE, tank, show, JJ, and bla bla... so many of them... couldn't rmb all of them... haha.. and great... i slp thru the finale... tink was jay's and ah mei's performance.. wahaha...

SHE... came out after 3 hours plus .. >.< but i jus love them... haha.. ella is the cutest la... diff kind of sound effect coming out from her mouth.. so damn cute... her chu "DIAN' is so... powerful... i wan to see her!!!!

and psc... DISAPPOINTING!!! how could they cut away wei song's performance??? i wonder how wei song will feel after watching the encore telecast...

wad else can i say? unfair? fair? maybe its not my business at all... so... its best not to care abt it? maybe. cos i shouldn't get myself in this complicated pic. so complicated... anyway, i can't do anything.. sad isnt it? ssssssssssuuuuuuuuuxxxxxxxxx.

nini... u are evil... one year leh... its long pls... tell me tell me tell me!!!!

Purely Writen by weiqi at 12:50 AM

Saturday, September 09, 2006

sianz

today is chem day~~~ WOOHOO

ok.. received a call today.. "oh this is so and so from DE company"... " u are enlisted for a job interview." i was like... wad...? at this point of time? and there is a orientation ... madness... and its for promoting a new brand of mineral water... haha.. this is so funny...

haha.. get to know smth realyl interesting.. din know that la.... so funny... tsk tsk.. he should change lor. if not... no girls will like him ler.. wahaha...

Purely Writen by weiqi at 12:18 AM

Thursday, September 07, 2006

UPDATING~~~

haha... here to update.. cos there is some weird guy... flooding my blog~!!! yn thanks huh... haha...

ok... wad have i been doing?? haha... NTH! back to sch for mock papers... bio and maths... its time consuming.. and its super tiring... sigh...

wad else... oh ya.. thanks chu xiang for her gifts... eeyore pen~!! its cute... thanks~~~

oh well... shouldn't be feeling happy... prelims are coming... not prepared... mind is lagging... sigh..

aaarrrggghhh....

wish to go shopping... wanna get some accessories...
a thicker necklace...
shirts... ella's shirt
black or white shoes...

haha... i am gonna look more man... haha...

Purely Writen by weiqi at 11:25 PM

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

RAHZZZ

oh man... wads wrong wif me???? jus couldn't concentrate... mind is slowing down... its really slow... getting old? or wad? can someone jus tell me WHY???

shut down... i hope it jus shut down....

Purely Writen by weiqi at 8:55 PM

love will keep us alive

I was standing all alone against the world outside.
You were searching for a place to hide.
Lost and lonely,Now you've given me the will to survive.
When we're hungry. . . love will keep us alive.

Don't you worry.
Sometimes you've just gotta let it ride.
The world is changing right before your eyes.
Now I've found you,There's no more emptiness inside.
When we're hungry. . . love will keep us alive.

I would die for you
Climb the highest mountain
Baby, there's nothing I wouldn't do.
Now I've found you
There's no more emptiness inside
When we're hungry. . . love will keep us alive.

I would die for you
Climb the highest mountain
Baby, there's nothing I wouldn't do I was standing
All alone against the world outside
You were searchingFor a place to hide
Lost and lonely
Now you've given me the will to survive

When we're hungry. . . love will keep us alive.
When we're hungry. . . love will keep us alive.
When we're hungry. . . love will keep us alive.

Purely Writen by weiqi at 1:07 AM

gahz

gosh.. too tired to do anything..

hmm.. guess i have waken up~

i want my MR Q!!! hahaa...

Purely Writen by weiqi at 12:14 AM

Monday, September 04, 2006

yanzi

supposed to be a great day. but i feel so bad...

bcos of me, u waste so much of ur time, din manage to study, din able to watch ur anime, ate dinner at such a late hour, got to go home by cab and got so bored.

sorry sorry sorry. i am not a good entertainer. i made u bored.

sigh... i hope by seeing yanzi, u will forget abt this. and i dunno wad abt u. i felt that meeting u for 15 hours is madness. but i get to know u more. i hope u know me more too. we do have fun right?

sigh. wad more can i say? i am more man... haha...

Purely Writen by weiqi at 1:47 AM

Saturday, September 02, 2006

updates

thurs...
left pj at 11. ms seah... haiz.. she is not in the mood to teach.. shouldn't have stayed..
went back to zss. but we are like total strangers. wad has happened exactly? i dun understand..
then met dar and amanda for kster... fun~!!! singing for 6 hours is jus not enuff.. haha... we still have lots of songs on our list.. DI YI TIAN, WO CHUN ZHAI~~~ haha

fri
ok.. went for my sec sch class outing... its fun~~~ i jus miss this feeling.. never felt this kind of happiness in pj.. its so diff... its great to meet up wif frens whom we seldom meet... like qian ying, melissa, mun wei, shu hwee... haha... qing ying rmbs my birthday~!!! haha... so sweet of her.. wahaha...
and met nellie twice ~! we are jus fated la... we shall met up again ya. and i hope u can get ur happiness... grab ur chance too~~~

will update pics soon..
ok... shall i go for tml's outing? i am tired... i need to study... >.<

Purely Writen by weiqi at 2:14 AM