w e i q i ; her L i F e ; her S t O R y

Friday, June 30, 2006

buuu.......

ok.... mid year exam is gonna be over... left wif bio p1 on next fri... >.< hope i could score for that...

and yup... finally do wadever i wan today... went home early, ate, and play PS! haha... told my mum to dig it out for me... played from 1 pm to 7pm! wow!!

tml is an outing wif lucify... changed from a dinner to photo taking session... haha... get to see misaki... thats good enuff!

oh well... a loner.. once again~

there is only 1 thing that occupies my mind now... grrr... i wanna get over it...

i am sorry....

Purely Writen by weiqi at 9:27 PM

Thursday, June 29, 2006

itchy la....eeyer...

wa... my 'feng mo' is getting itchy.... and i scratch it till my skin is peeling off la... and it hurts.... hate this... and its like everywhere... haiz....

well.... i am trying hard....

Purely Writen by weiqi at 4:04 PM

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

3 days mc

after the deadly chem test, went to polyclinic to consult a doctor...

was lucky today... waiting time is short... haha...

my body now is down wif 'feng mo'.. red patches... burned skin... heaty body.... and doc jus gave me pills... and she gave me three days mc.... but i can't use it! test and test this week... arrgh..

tml is maths... and fri is chem p1 and 2... hmm... its gonna be over...! yeah~~~ and will take some time to really rest....

allergy to wad? haha... allergy of not .... haha.... nice one, mus! haha...

Purely Writen by weiqi at 10:58 PM

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

sick

oh gosh.... feeling so sick now... my hands are numb, and are bloated... so damn painful....

feel like vomitting... haiz... tink the fever virus is invading my weak immune system... arrgh...

hope i can stay healthy this week.... get sick all i wan next week....

screwed for bio and maths... expected la... never be able to good grades for bio... disappointing....

trying to be very focus now.... will cry all i want next week....

Purely Writen by weiqi at 10:55 PM

Monday, June 26, 2006

i am dumb la...

haiz.......

my heart feel much more lighter.... but i am taking this so negatively...

tinking that i am dumb.... stupid.... shouldn't have started anything...

should not have this blog at all....

Purely Writen by weiqi at 10:42 PM

>.<

tml is mid year... and i am still online... haiz... i am the no. 1 slacker!!!

tank is cute.... but no. of ppl who went for the auto session is.... pathetic... i feel for him... haha...
and he wrote my chi name! like his writing...

say bye to A, B, C, D, E..... and welcome F! haiz...

Purely Writen by weiqi at 2:05 PM

Friday, June 23, 2006

thoughts

some thoughts in mind...

sometimes i tink i shall not show that i need somebody... or to show that i am dependent.. this only show that i am weak.. and to tink i can't survive without u ppl... arrgh.. hate it...

and i tink i shall being active in front of anybody else... maybe ppl jus look at me as a clown.... so... i shall stop wad i normally do... infront of everybody else...

maybe the image of weiqi to others is jus a clown...

i need ppl to show me that i am appreciated.... wadever i do...

i dunn feel treasured and appreciated.... seriously....

i hate it!

Purely Writen by weiqi at 1:51 AM

Thursday, June 22, 2006

muscle ache

yest went to play bball~~ haha... i love bbalL!!! woohoo...

thanks apple, grace and jeanny... they rox.. i feel much much better after playing... did cheer up ler... but was disappointed that maria din come down... wahaha... but nvm.. i had fun....

but i was pissed wif some ppl... whose fingers are quite long... and think that i am weak... snatching my ball like nobody's business... i hate ppl who look down on me... seriously...

today is already thurs... 4 more days to mid year.... time flies.... not sure if i could pass any subjects or not.... haiz....

tml is fc outing... dunno wanna go or not... but i know i will feel left out de... pointless to go.. and there is this 933 concert... but that sun ho is gg... the place will be packed with ppl from city h*... sianz.... but lucify is performing... very tempting la... grrr...

sat is tank day~ gg for auto session at bp plaza.. and kunion at 8...

see... no time to study ler... haiz... so should i go out tmL?

Purely Writen by weiqi at 3:13 PM

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

slacking

dunno if i am lazy or tired.... jus love slacking... and next week is mid year.... haiz... not in the mood to study...

still tinking abt it... its really disturbing... i hope i will put an end to this by this week... dun wish this to bother me....

hmm... hope today's bball is sucessful... i wanna play.... exercise..... haha....

oh well... wish to watch silent hill... but its scary....

Purely Writen by weiqi at 12:16 PM

Monday, June 19, 2006

HAIZ

wake up! face the reality now!

feeling tormented... is it good that i clarify? should i assume? or should i ask for more ans?
I DUNNO!!!!

so..... i should jus give up! wads the pt.... ARRGH...

*sob sob*

having a little bit of flu now.... feeling feverish... i dun think u even care... and please... dun be too good to me....

CRAZY LER!!!!

Purely Writen by weiqi at 7:29 PM

Sunday, June 18, 2006

pissed

hmm... so tired...

thanks add... for bringing the tou gan from taiwen... simply love it.. and the hp accessory! thanks!

went k box... hmm... today's condition is not very good... but better ler... managed to sing xiang nian ni de ge.. but for xing yuan... still abit screwed =.= haha... will sing better next time...

went to far east plaza and bugis... and the three of us bought NTH! wth... spend the whole day shopping but bought nth.... three of us tink that there is smth wrong... haha.... really wrong..
actually wanna get a shirt... that cost 18... but the collar... sux... wahaha.... but i love the design... jap- rock!

oh well... got abit emo during k box... jus sat down and listen... was thinking thru... well.. wad do i want... 3rd day ler... still no ans...

and tml is chem mocked... gonna screwed it... hahaha....

Purely Writen by weiqi at 11:29 PM

Saturday, June 17, 2006

its time to tink~~

jus woke up... no tv to watch... so sianz...

ton last night at fren's house... we chatted quite a fair bit.. and thanks for u guys' comments and opinions... its time for me to tink... wad exactly i want....

true... i dunno u very well... and.. its diff to know u better... cos u dun reveal much of urself to me... i dun blame u that.. really.. u have got ur own privacy...

since i dunno u well... then wads holding me back to let go... xing ku de ye shi wo... do u know that i feel very upset? u dunno de....

i seriously do not know wad u tink of me.. really...

these few days... its a good time for me to tink... tink wad i really want... wad i wish to do...

haiz... i feel really tong ku now... GRRR....

and ya.... maybe i should hide myself more... instead of exposing everything of me to everybody... letting everybody know my weaknesses is not good... and maybe hidng my own feelings will be another way... hmm.. see how it goes...

Purely Writen by weiqi at 2:55 PM

Thursday, June 15, 2006

haiz...

holiday is coming to an end soon... and i feel that i din do much stuff... haiz...

i slp at 5am and woke up at 10am.. hmm.. 5 hours of slp... i am too tired la... jus felt abit giddy...

everybody seems so far away from me... told others to look at the brigther side... but i am not setting as an example... and wads wif the camp fever now? arrgh...

i miss everyone... dun feel quite right now...

there will be changes to the night routine ler... its no longer the same from today on... i hope it doesn't change...

haiz.... lonely...

wanted to say that wad i said to u is true... its from my bottom of my heart... oh well... i jus dun dare to admitt... thats all..

and hope u could take good care of urself... and... look on the brighter side... u are not alone..... dun feel lonely.... smilez... =]

Purely Writen by weiqi at 11:30 AM

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

tired

my legs are breaking....

photos...

xi

nu

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ler


ok... this year's best actor and actress goes to.... YOGES & WEIQI.. wahaha...


THANK YOU!

Purely Writen by weiqi at 1:18 AM

Monday, June 12, 2006

LUCIFY!

oh yeah~ jus cam back from superband recording... finally get the chance to see lucify~~ able to see misaki! haha.. he is soooooooo skinny la...

the recording is slow and boring... cos there are lots of pauses in btw... its better to watch at home. but the atmosphere there.. wow.. its super high~!

hmm.. lucify somehow din really perform well.. they got the lowest.. haiz... but nvm... they will get thru de~! yeah~~~

waited for lucify to come out... khim is also waiting for them... haha... and the twins... sheena and shermaine... and i waited for super long la... so i went up to the reception to take a look... and yup~ i saw misaki!! so damn high.. managed to take one photo wif him... actually he looks better in real.. but in photo... he doesn't look nice... but he is really cute~!!

me and misaki

then before i left, khim wanna take photo wif me... i was like... huh... ok... but used my cam... hmm... tink she jus enjoy taking photo wif others... if dean is like this... haha.....



esther and me... haha... sad face..



thoughts...
u are supposed to be somebody whom i should missed..
someboby who should get respect from me..
somebody whom i should be grateful to.
somebody who is impt to me..

all these SHOULD happen... but it doesn't.... i really thought u could be somebody whom i can be proud of... but i am wrong... its a disgrace to even mention ur name.. to say how u are related to me... should u be disgraced too? that i dun even place u in my heart at all?

i really wonder... how would i feel if one day u gonna leave this world? will i shed any tears? will i be regretful of wad i din do? will saddness be within me?

i am not sure if i could forgive you... and seriously, i couldn't face u anymore... i dun even wish to pick up ur phone call and i dun wish to see ur face... thats bad... but i have no choice... i can't force myself to something that i am not willing to... simple reason.. u have hurt me... not once... but several times...

Purely Writen by weiqi at 1:20 AM

Sunday, June 11, 2006

17th Golden Melody Awards

its kind of boring...look forward to s.h.e and yanzi's appearance only... disppointments...
  1. yanzi's performeance.... its no good... she forgot the lyrics and she went off tune for a few times... and she is like straining her voice.... she din put up her best performance
  2. best group award.... well.. s.h.e din get the award... its given to the bai jin xiao jie... wth.... din even hear of them la... dunno wad the judges are judging on... grrrr
  3. yanzi din get any award.... tanya got it...

ok... pics.... S.H.E... selina slimmed down alot!

yanzi... pretty...

tanya and yanzi~~ singapore singers!

Purely Writen by weiqi at 12:07 PM

Saturday, June 10, 2006

photos...

woke up late today~ tired sia... wasted to much energy yest.. wahaha...

i am so excited now... taiwen jing qu jiang is coming... i wanan see how yanzi ans s.h.e dress... looking forward to s.h.e getting the award... haha... well.. i hope this year tanya could get best female.. she deserves it~!!

pics yest~

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Purely Writen by weiqi at 4:19 PM

this is dumb la~~~~

i have been tagged~ grrrr

RULES!!
#1. Do the following WITHOUT complaint
#2. Choose 5 person to do this after you completed yours.
#3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
#4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!" then do this.

here we go~
FavouritesFavourite Colour: yellow
Favourite Food: all? haha
Favourite Song: yanzi's ben
Favourite Movie: X MEN!
Favourite Sport: basketball
Favourite Day of the Week: friday
Favourite Season: no idea
Favourite Ice Cream: choc chip
CurrentsCurrent Mood: high~
Current taste: jap~
Current Clothes: haha... blue shirt and flowery shorts... wahaha
Current Desktop: yanzi's tong yi wallpaper
Current Toenail Colour: black, red, pink
Curent Time: 3.42pm
Current Surroundings: my room
Current Annoyances: having weird hair
Current Thoughts: wanna see s.h.e and yanzi at 5.30pm~
FirstFirst Best Friend: qiu yi~~ haha....
First Crush: tink pri 1
First Movie: jackie chan's movie
First Lie: forgot~
First Music: xiao sai zhuo yi hui
LastsLast Cigarette: haha... i dun smoke
Last Drink: green tea
Last Car Ride: my aunty's car
Last Crush: having one? wahaha
Last Movie: the omen...
Last Phone Call: amanda
Last CD played: yanzi's wan mei de yi tian

Have you everHave you ever dated one of your best friend: duh
Have you ever broken the law: nope
Have you ever been arrested: nope
Have you ever skinny-dipped: hmmm...
Have you ever been on TV: haha... yup...
Have you ever kissed someone you dont know: yes... my toy

5 things you are wearing: braclet, ear ring, shirt shorts xiao ke ai ...
4 things you done today 1. slp, 2.online. 3. watch tv, 4. eat
3 things you can hear right now1. my mum haha. 2.Fan blowing!! 3.lrt.. ZZZZZ
2 things you do when you are bored:1.GO onLIne and chat wif my fruit family 2. sing~

~5 people?
1.chu xiang
2.wanxin
3.xingyun
4.mus
5.siyun

Purely Writen by weiqi at 3:36 PM

tired ar~~~

i am tired~!

went to the i-weekly concert at siloso beach. gosh~! its so damn high.. haha.. maybe others dun feel it... i am the only dean fc ppl who get so high during the concert..

and oh ya... f* that HIM lady la... arrgh... saw tank walking towards the hotel or smth... i shouted his name... asked if he could take a photo wif me... actually he agreed... but that lady said cannot... arrgh... i might jus get the chance if she is not there... grrrr... haiz..

concert started at 8 pm... after a few performances, and here comes dean performace.. haha.. she sang hu you na me yi tian... well.. not a high song.. abit anti climax after having sinobi and some other superband performances... haha... straight after dean was LUCIFY!!! they are so cool~! and they jus rock the house down la... wahaha.... they sang the song that energy and xiao zhu's song... CHE HA LI HO TOU CHE HA LI TOU! WO BU PA WO BU PA! YOU SAY HEY AND I SAY HO~! gosh~!!!! got really high man~!! they simply rox~!! hahaa...

then all dean memebers left... except me and jess... haha.. thanks jess.. she acc me to watch tank's perfromance... and tank rox too~!!! he is cute!!! wahaha... i am in love ler... he sang san guo lian... his live singing is really good... *claps claps*

after the concert has ended, went to the back stage... and saw tank again~ haha.. and i shouted his name and managed to shook his hand~!! he is so cute and gentle!!! wahaha... love him~!!!

confession time:
I LOVE YOU, TANK! haha... i am crazy~~~

Purely Writen by weiqi at 1:08 AM

Thursday, June 08, 2006

new blog song again~

from ah mei's sis... saya... love this song.. i would prefer this version than the jap one la.. opps... haha.... nvm... jus love the melody~! enjoy~

<想念你的歌>

是否曾经后悔过
那时候扶起说走就走
是否偶尔想过
我所以埋怨我
每当听你的下落
逞强常常让人无法负荷
躲起来边哭边说 i miss you
还舍不得把你封锁
星光闪烁如何拥有
站在远方才看见星空的轮廓
虽然有时候会寂寞
墙上时钟停格
你说放开手才会快乐
用半生的脉搏写成想念你的歌
该怎么才能让你懂呢
谁对谁错已经模糊了忘记了
我们都处理得有点笨拙
已经从来没有像这一次如此爱过
想念常让我无法负荷
常常只有一个念头 i miss you
我的爱情从来没有死掉过
星光闪烁如何拥有
站在远方才看见星空的轮廓
虽然有时候会寂寞
墙上时钟停格
你说放开手才会快乐
用半生的脉搏写成想念你的歌

oh well.. have been tinking thru the whole day.... the angel and devil in me are torturing me... i wish i could jus get an ans from somewhere....
guess won't be seeing u online... and tml... haiz
will be seeing some of the fruit family~ hehe... looking forward...
miss ya~

Purely Writen by weiqi at 11:38 PM

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

slacking

haiz... slack again~ cos i woke up at 11.40... my goodness.... its like half of my day gone~! but managed to get my well deserved sleep~

and started my day off wif lunch~ haha...

and i received the call from the model company.. LOL.. asked me for interview... this is really crazy~~~ haha....

haiz... suddenly miss everybody... miss the ppl yest... miss my fruit family... miss you so much also...

hope tml will be a better day~~ look forward to fri too~~~ hope i can have fun~!! woohoo...

and ya.. singapore idol.. i jus hate the way some of them speak... trying to be ang mohs~~~ haiz... but we are SINGAPORE IDOL... wads wif all the booing? jus trying to show that they can behave like the A*? haiz... singaporeans should tink abt this... westernization is invading us...

Purely Writen by weiqi at 11:30 PM

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

06.06.06

today is fun~! simply love today~ best day of all holiday...

went out wif wilson, chu xiang, obk, and yz... i dressed kind of like a rocker today... just kidding..

met cx first at mrt. then a girl came over and approach us... introduced herself.. and asked for cx's contact for modelling~! wahaha... then that girl took my contact too... haha... this is spastic..

then we went to eat lunch at... haha.. dun rmb the name of the restaurant >.< href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/3751/1056/1600/100_1618.0.jpg">



















decided to alight at dover station... and took photos again...
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had an enjoyable day~~ thanks wilson, obk and xiang... love u guys~!! *muacks*

Purely Writen by weiqi at 11:14 PM

Monday, June 05, 2006

new blog song

jus uploaded this song by 蔡淳佳... similar to yuki no hana which is from mika nakashima...

couldn't understand the jap version... so listen to the chi version... i simply love the melody.. sad...

right click... encoding... choose unicode... to see lyrics

<对不起，我爱你>
你空出一双手 穿过黑夜握住我
两个人的手心里有 一整片宽阔的天空
谁都没有开口 星星也忘了闪烁
有你陪着我就可以 走到天涯的尽头

那时侯 还记得那时侯
从手心 传过来的温柔
如果说 只能活这一天 曾经与你深深相爱
我已没有遗憾

我用回忆温暖了 想你的每一刻
不让你离我太遥远
走在这个适合拥抱的季节 爱在心里所以我不可怜
回忆温暖了 想你的没一刻
紧紧抱着你说过的誓言 等待着我们说好的永远

梦见的两个人 在银白色的街头
留下的脚印还一致 在我的心里往前走
从爱的第一秒 直到最后一分钟
我对我们之间没有 任何后悔的理由

那时侯 还记得那时侯
从手心 传过来的温柔
如果说 只能活这一天 曾经与你深深相爱
我已没有遗憾

我用回忆温暖了 想你的每一刻
不让你离我太遥远
走在这个适合拥抱的季节 爱在心里所以我不可怜
回忆温暖了 想你的没一刻
紧紧抱着你说过的誓言 等待着我们说好的永远

当走过的路流过的泪被落叶淹没 是你的温柔让我的心重新活过来
就算相爱的人无论如何正式要离开 别问未来怎么办 我只需要等待

我用回忆温暖了 想你的每一刻
不让你离我太遥远
走在这个适合拥抱的季节 爱在心里所以我不可怜
回忆温暖了 想你的每一刻
不让你离我太遥远
走在这个适合拥抱的季节 爱在心里所以我不可怜

回忆温暖了 想你的每一刻
把最后的合照摆在窗前 想象着你也需要我一样
挺在倒数在整个世界 盯住被我说好的永远

Purely Writen by weiqi at 1:59 PM

Sunday, June 04, 2006

moody...

hmm... feeling moody now... guess its the accmulation of frustration, stress and stuff...

saggi loves to hide themselves up.

they smile to you although they are upset...

they cheer u up although they are upset at the same time.

nobody knows that they need attention.

nobody knows that they need care and concern.

always appear to be cheerful... but who exactly understands them?

where is my tong lei...?

Purely Writen by weiqi at 11:44 PM

wohoo

yeah~ jus completed er mo zhai sheng bian... haha... happy ending... but the last episode is really sad... cried like hell...

ok.. went out at 1 smth.. rushed to cine to get the sentosa tix... then shop around wif water melon and blueberry. wahaha...

oh ya... met kelly at bugis... hmm... but no chance to really chat... meet up next time ya?

jus bought black nail polish... haha... my fingers now look cooler... guess i can't go to sch already.. wahaha...

Purely Writen by weiqi at 1:24 AM

Saturday, June 03, 2006

tired arr....

gosh.... super exhausted...

yest played bball at 5... and played block catch wif yl and friends... my god... its fun... but tired.... wahaha.... and the fans are able to see and play bball wif dean... they are so happy... yest din get a chance to play bball wif dean... but nevermind... i am very happy already... she gave intoduction to the rest of the memebers... and yup.. she called my name twice~~~ woohoo.... hahaha.... so she still rmbs me....

then met up wif yogg.. he is so shy to see dean.. LOL....

ok... yest was fun la... thanks to the fruit garden... strawberry, grape, star fruit, apple, and.... lol.. i forget... but u guys jus rox k~~~ love u guys...~! mucaks~

Purely Writen by weiqi at 11:08 AM