Wednesday, May 31, 2006

haiz

disappointment.... fail another test again... this time round is bio...

i am really afraid... i can't even pass a simple lecture test... how am i gg to pass mid year and prelims and the A?

i have no confidence.... really upset...

Purely Writen by weiqi at 9:55 PM

Monday, May 29, 2006

exhausted

first day of holi~ but its seems to be a normal sch day... lessons start at 8.30 and ended at 4.30... wahaha... this is how a jc student's holiday like...

longest chem tutorial... 2 and a half hours... its really tiring... and can't imagine i could surviv thru...

hmm... there is more bonding between our class.. maybe not the whole class.. but a few of us... this encourages me to come to sch... thanks peeps~

hmm... its so diff to get close to u.. even though i tried.. its really really diff... i should really think thru wad exactly do i want... or should i tell u how i feel, before i give up and leaving no regrets? can somebody jus guide me thru this darkness? all i need is the guidance to the first glimpse of light... i hope u can be my light....

got this pic today... shen qi~~~ she is so shen qi~~ love her~

my eeyore on my bed~~~ so cute ya... wahaha...

i am cute ya? hehe.... >.<

Purely Writen by weiqi at 10:25 PM

haiz...

haiz... i am an idiot... its too late for me to know now... could not do anything..

and my attitude jus sux.... i hope u dun hate me... i wish to know how exactly u are now..... but... there is no chance at all...

i am sorry... i hope u really feel better... and i would want to share watever problems u have... i am willing to...

Purely Writen by weiqi at 12:30 AM

Sunday, May 28, 2006

yeah~~

went out wif my mummy today... yeah... bought quite a number of stuff... but i love my eeyore...!! its 24' huge~~~ wahaha.... its so cute~! thanks mum~!

bought bball shorts... jus for fri.. wahaha... and a card reader... i want to use my digi cam more often...

this is the picture of my big eeyore...

hehe... so cute ya~~~

and this is me... obviously... i love this vest~ and i tink my hair looks good... wahaha...

i am jus a person who nobody will wan to rely on... and nobody who needs me... sad isn't it... :'(

Purely Writen by weiqi at 11:08 PM

Saturday, May 27, 2006

stupid college day

arrgh... went to sch for college day.. its a total waste of time... its so warm.. i am so tired, hungry... gosh... but our college's choir is good... *thumbs up*

haiz... we din chat... its been a period of time already... *sob sob*

part of 05S02....


pic of my eeyores..


my beloved felix


my room~~~ part of it only...

saw the yanzi photo wif the wax hand? wahaha... it has yanzi's signature... she signed it exculsively for me after jurong family event that was held last year... i am the only one who got her signature that day~~ love her~!!!

Purely Writen by weiqi at 9:33 PM

happy day~~~

today is the happiest day of the month... GP is over... i will flunk it... so screwed for summary and AQ...

went to causeway point to eat and watch the movie that i have awaited for.... X MEN 3~!!!! gosh... its so nice.. the simulation... but mus is sad la... his fav character died~!!! wahaha.... some parts are touching too.. esp when professor X died... both of them are killed by jean... or rather her split personality, phoenix...

wolverine!!! he is always so cool~~~


storm wif her new hairstyle~~~


last scene, cyclops...


last scene for professor x


do not have enough of x men... i wanna watch again~~~ hahaa... crazy me...

after watching, went to sembawang... meet up wif li yang... he is better now.. able to walk.. hope he get well soon...

then went to meet up wif apple and amanda... had lots of fun chatting and taking photos.... LOL...
three cuties... weiqi, amanda, apple


apple and me... trying to imitate ella.... wahaha


haha.... zhi pa... number 5...


me and amanda... haha... should i put that pic? wahaha...

Purely Writen by weiqi at 12:17 AM

Thursday, May 25, 2006

worried

tml is GP... i am not suprised if i flunk it again.. but i will study later... make sure i won't fail too badly...

after GP, its X-Men time~ yeah... 10 of us gg to causway point... but its sick la... 4 pairs of couples, and 2 singles... LOL... he shall be my my stead tml~~~ how i wish u are there to be wif me for X-MEN... but its impossible...

holidays coming... looking forward to the time for more rest... i'm just sooooo tired. =(
...first week of holiday is burnt la... but i am happy... at least i can go back to sch... to see.... but after that.. 3 weeks without u.. oh gosh... will we not even contact during the holi? dun even chat or sms? haiz... then life will be dull.. saw u twice today also... but din managed to say hi also.. sad... really sad...=(

Purely Writen by weiqi at 6:05 PM

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

arrgh

there is no point gg to sch on fri cos there is only PE lesson... and why is she making a fuss out of it.? gg to sch on fri to waste time? arrgh... and why dun she scold those who always sign out in the middle of the day and not giving any MCs? i hate to say this... but she is being very unfair...

last day of cca... after the meeting has ended, the feeling is weird.. i tink i will miss the time where we did our interview outside, writing script... although it is tiring, its worth it...~ YRC ROX!

my fren asked me a question. "wad do u exactly want from it?"
and yup, wad do i want? can i even get wad i want? all i need is you... i hope u are the person whom wil be by my side, who talks to me, who lend ur shoulder to me to cry on... being a person who is more than a fren to me.. but... i don't have the courage to talk to u when i see u... why? i dunno... there is always chance when i see u... but... i dun have the courage...

i am not sure whether u know abt this. and i am not sure whether u will ever write my blog again... i wan to tell u that u are somebody impt to me...

i know u will never know that i am refering to u... i am jus dumb.. seriously... i am jus a normal fren to u ya? saw u twice today... but did we talk? no... wad happened? i am confused... i really do not know wad i really want...

Purely Writen by weiqi at 7:36 PM

disappointed

i am really disappointed.. dropped one subject but results doesn't show anything... the chem test is not diff... i did study... i studied the wrong way? or there are some distractions?

fri is GP.. kind of worried.. not prepared at all... have not started reading through notes and materials... fail again?

sick of failing.. not only studies..

hmm... should look forward to sat... meeting up wif frens.. hope i will feel better..

thanks for ur concern.... at least i smiled... missing u
again.. haiz...

Purely Writen by weiqi at 2:06 AM

Monday, May 22, 2006

i am not a good fren

is it my character or my face that made u like or dislike me?

sometimes i really wonder... so should i change? or should i remain as who i am...?

i am jus an ordinary girl. i can't expect much. but sometimes wad i really need is friendship. i hate to type all these here. there goes to show i am a person who does not have any frens, a person who is lonely, a person who needs attention.

maybe its my fault... not having the intiaitive. but why am i always the one taking the very first step?

Purely Writen by weiqi at 11:18 PM

Sunday, May 21, 2006

heee

its a tiring day... but its fun~!!!

in the morning went k box wif xiang and yao neng... but today i din sing well... haiz... very disappointed wif xing yuan... couldn't reach the damn note... this is my first time screwing up the song la... i am seriously dissappointed and pissed wif myself... but nvm... i sang well for ji de... wahaha.... consolation price.. got to conquer the song next time.. i promised~!

then went off to shop... manged to get 2 shirts... yellow and white... love it~~~

then went to esplanade... and then to boat quay... and drank beer... hehe... maybe not really considered beer la... but i managed to finish one bottle... haha... first time finishing it... and headed home....

well... if u were wif me to drink, i will be happier... but will i have the chance?

Purely Writen by weiqi at 1:24 AM

Friday, May 19, 2006

home

currently at home now... din go to sch. heard that mrs tan is not in sch again la... for three days. is she pregnant? LOL... all of us were discussing abt this.

gosh... its been 2 months since i last went to k box... i miss k box... anyone wanan acc me? please tell me... i am free... hehe.... can exchnage my time for singing~~~ i wanna sing songs by tank, yanzi, s.h.e, jolin, nicholas teo, ah mei~~ and bla bla bla... wonder if k box has songs by mika nakashima.... haha.... it will be cool to sing glamorous day there ~`~ rock music never die~!!!

Purely Writen by weiqi at 11:21 AM

Thursday, May 18, 2006

tired

hmm.. nth much to blog today. this week is a tiring week... but yeah~ i have survived through~ haha...

regarding the report on new paper... hmm... maybe its free advertising for our sch... as a "caring" college... but seriousely, i dun interpret this in the article. the article jus shows that nobody is willing to bear the responsibility. i tink every single party is at fault.

hmm. tml... no sch for me... haha... giving myself a day of holiday.... wahaha....

Purely Writen by weiqi at 10:32 PM

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

horoscope

haha... went to yrc meeting today... and one of the member overheard me talking abt horoscope... and she said that.... "scropio and saggi can't be good frens" i was like... haha... serious? its a bit true la... but then... i always tink i tink too much... but this is wad she analysis...

scropio : they know how to cover themselves up, not revealing their actual charcter to others... but after knowing their actual character, u will realised u can't click on wif them. and they are very sensitive....

saggi : being very straightforward and careless. not careful wif their words.. would hurt them in some ways....

so i asked her... can they be good frens at all?
and the ans yes... as long as both of them know the true character of eachother and saggi to be more tolerant wif scropio's sensitivity, they will be good frens...

wa... i tink this is so true la... din really believe in horoscope. but there are so many incidents that had happened. haha... so shen qi.

but like wad yanzi said " men should not accept our destiny, we should choose it" so... should not accept anything that is arranged for us... change it for the better...

Purely Writen by weiqi at 10:31 PM

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

>.<

yuppy~ no more SPA... haha... i tink i did quite well.. able to write stuff that are supposed to be written... jus one part that i miss out... " add 2 drops of KMnO4. SHAKE WELL." forget abt that... hope i am not marked down.. wahaha...

i tink i am succeding now... trying my very best to forget.. and yes~ i somehow did it... if this persists on, haha.. u will be nobody to me~! free from u~ freedom for myself...

so... dun give me hope... no more contacts wif u...

btw, results of superband is disappointing... Lucify is out... and that xia ri feng got in... they really CMI la... haiz...

Purely Writen by weiqi at 12:23 AM

Sunday, May 14, 2006

urge...

suddenly, have the urge to tell u everything's thats in my heart.

will u avoid me after listening to me?

will u treat all these as a joke?

well, i miss u....

可不可以　不做你朋友...

Purely Writen by weiqi at 4:50 PM

happy mother's day~

yeah~~~ went out wif amanda to but mother's day present... got her a bag... and she likes it... well, its not the present that counts... its ur sincerity ya?

and i bought a watch~ so nice... i love it man~ amanda bought it too~ we have the same watch~! yesh~!

hmm... have been talking and tinking abt this again and again.. coming a conclusion to it.. i only can help myself... not anyone else.. and i really hope i can...

still... sometimes i will miss u.. i really hope that i can tell myself that "hey, i have get over it! and yes, u are my fren! jus frens~!"

msg to those who knows abt this.. hey ppl, i am really sorry that i keep repeating this again and again to u... i tink u guys are sick of it... but after repeating myself... i will get so tired of it.. and i will give up... i really hope u guys can give me moral support... no matter how the results are like, i really hope u guys can support me... thanks a million~~~ love u guys~!

Purely Writen by weiqi at 12:33 AM

Friday, May 12, 2006

wake up~

well, i tink i kind of know the place that i stand in ur heart... its good that i know it now...

then i should say bye to all the dreams that i have...

and bye to u~~~

*free?*

Purely Writen by weiqi at 4:11 PM

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

haiz...

why must all problems come to me when i feel the weakest?? i have enuff... well... this comes to show i am friendless... nvm... i knew this long ago~

frens, dun blame me if i am not there for u...

Purely Writen by weiqi at 11:20 PM

fickle minded me....

haiz.. i am so fickle- minded.. can't even stand my own nonsense...

happy that we could chat for a while... but after u are gone, i miss u deeply.. haiz... told myself to give up ler... but... i can't. to me, u are somebody. but to you, i am a nobody, who is insignificant. i admitted that. but i really hope this is not the case. i really want to know how u feel abt me. but i know that u will never know that i am referring to u...

gosh.. somebody pls help me get thru this... i really need somebody's help to pull me away from this...

*mixed feelings*

Purely Writen by weiqi at 10:17 PM

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

giving up~

well... i tink i should be realistic... i should not go for wad that will not happen...

stop giving me any hope, ppl. i am trying my best to pull myself from this...

not looking forward to morning anymore...

*discouraged*

Purely Writen by weiqi at 9:21 PM

Sunday, May 07, 2006

taufik? sheesh!

gosh... this year's mtv asia awards singapore goes to taufik? my god... this result is shit la.. how can that be? i tink yida will deserve this award more than taufik la... arrgh... seriously pissed wif the results.....

*infuriating*

Purely Writen by weiqi at 1:04 AM

Saturday, May 06, 2006

haiz...

wanting to let go... i tink i can de... just dun care abt me and dun give me hope... hopefully i can let go...

*dilemma*

Purely Writen by weiqi at 9:54 PM

Friday, May 05, 2006

slack

have been slacking for this week... seriously slacking... din do work at night... maybe its fever syndrome... haha...

well... its nice... never felt so nice before.. guess this is the first time i felt this... or maybe its jus a crush... hmm.. i hope the feeling will stay, but at the same time go off... in a dilemma....

*perplexed*

Purely Writen by weiqi at 11:10 PM

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

i am a joke~

hmm.. today is not my day...

went to sch, forgetting my hp... this is my second time, not bringing my phone... but nvm... the worst has yet to happened...

after morning assembly, we were dismissed and i proceed to lt3 for bio lecture.. i was walking infront of ms oh and mus... and when i was walking past tian chi, i tripped over the drain and fell flatly onto the ground... OMG!! everybody's looking at me... i felt so embarrassed.... ppl in front helped me to pick up all my papers.. haha.... after standing up, i walked up the stairs quickly... everything happened too quickly... haha....

me and mus were laughing abt it after it... i got 4 scratches on my right arm and a brusie on my lef knee cap.... its still hurts la..

*hurt*

Purely Writen by weiqi at 11:07 PM

Monday, May 01, 2006

giddy

yest went to the mayday concert. its boring... all of us get high in the beginning and the end... first up is the campus superstar~! they sang by now... and yup.. thats it.. but i like dean's hair~! its so cooL~!

then i sat down... waiting for yanzi. meanwhile i wasn't feeling very well... haiz... then when she comes out... hooray~ its time to party.... wasn't standing wif yanziunlimited... but nvm... cos we waved and yanzi waved to us~! LOL.... this is the FIRST time she waved back to me~! i was like... haha... so damn happy... she waved to us for 4 times~!!! hahaha....

after the concert, we went to the exit, to see yanzi... haha... and yup.. managed to see her.. and everybody were shouting her name... she is really out diva~!

then after yanzi left... we were walking around to spot dean... yup... saw them boarding up the bus... i knocked onto the window, she looked at me... and she gave a magesmile~ and said hello~!! haha... this is the first time she is giving me such a smile~! omg...

well... although i am sick, i din regret that i went... cos yanzi waved at me and dean smiled at me... yup~! love them more~! haha...

Purely Writen by weiqi at 9:49 PM

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