Saturday, April 29, 2006

better

after having fever for so many days, kind of sick of having medicine...

yest night, i couldn't slp... felt like vomiting... then tried to slp.. but it is really diff.. woke up this morning, was pleased that i din vomit yest night... but after brushing my teeth, i felt like vomiting again... i dunno wad happen... and my body was like shivering.. and i started to perspire... its an unusual feeling... i feel like i am not myself... hmm..

but now, my fever is gone... jus left wif flu and cough...

should i go for tml's concert? although i might not be sick tml... but wad if i go under then sun and the rain, and my fever comes back? haiz... i am really confused... but actually... i have like... 40% of gg... but 60% of fun feel like gg... hate queues...arrgh..

Purely Writen by weiqi at 10:15 PM

Friday, April 28, 2006

third day of fever

haiz... having fever for 3 days... haiz... went to polyclinic today.. after taking the med, my fever jsu doesn't go down.. its always 38 degree. my head feels so heavy, my whole body is aching. wonder wad kind of disease i am having... really hope i can recover by tml.. if not, i can't go for the padang concert liao... then will miss the performance of dean and yanzi...

*sad*

Purely Writen by weiqi at 6:41 PM

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

down wif fever

haiz. woke up this morning and found that my head feels super giddy and heavy.. knew that i have a fever... wore my sch u and prepared to go to sch... but... went back to slp instead...

went to see the clinic... gosh... the doc talked super long for the first 2 patients... i was wondering... wad so nice to talk abt? and i waited for more than 40 mins... and spent 22 bucks on medicine....

why am i having a fever so suddenly..? cos i tink of somebody too much? haa... have been dreaming of this somebody for 2 days... and dreamt that this person is my cousin... LOL... and we are so close la.... not like now... sad...

well... told myself to move on and forget.. i will do it de... but slowly....

Purely Writen by weiqi at 3:52 PM

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

tiring

its been a tiring day... although i slp from 8 pm to 6.30 am yesterday... felt like an pig again.. lol...

wad should i say? i am not trying to criticise u and everything.. u know my temper... and i am a sensitive person too... u said smth that makes me tink that i am not fit to the position too.. but welll.. its true .. i will be very very busy this year... so might not have the commitment to do so...

i know that my words that day hurt u... i know... i said this cos i felt abit pissed already. and i know u were unhappy... but i am kind of disappointed that u send me that kind of sms... i was like... haiz... why pick on some tiny thing to argue.. and i have told u before of me and my fren, who is having the same horoscope... we ended up like... strangers... and we have not been talking for more than 1 month... well.. i am not blaming u now.. pls get me rite...

its diff to find a fren who is having the same interest wif u... trust me.. and i tink too.. its fate that bring the both of us together.. and i can feel that both of us do put in effort to maintain this friendship although we are quite far apart... i could say that, i treasure this friendship..

soemtimes i feel annoyed and pissed wif ur actions... and i know u feel that same way too... i know both of us are giving in...

regarding the finals, i am not angry already.. jus disappointed at the point of time.. and its not ur fault... at least we get to watch ya?

maybe its time when we should cool down... and forget abt the unhappiness that we have... frens are hard to come by... so... i do treasure ... but i dun hope to see both of us ended up like strangers...

Purely Writen by weiqi at 8:06 PM

Sunday, April 23, 2006

its getting on my nerves

really dun understand... i can even got so pissed off when i am staying at home so peacefully... why ar... can't have some peace... can't i?

i am not a person that u can jus direct me everywhere u want! i am really getting pissed...

why must these kind of stuff keep happeneing again and again....

well, wad can i say? i am jus a remote controlled toy to be controlled and played around ya? jus a toy!

then i will tell u guys, I AM NOT! GO AWAY.

Purely Writen by weiqi at 9:18 PM

infuriation

well, i am always trying to be nice wif ppl. as long as they dun irritate me... and i realised those whom i am nice to, always get to upset and pissed me. arrgh.

warning to those who are gg to pissed me off... dun regret or blame me if i am forced to be nasty to u... cos ppl have tried before. i will make sure u suffer twice more than i do... watch out... this is the character of a saggitarus. and i come to realise that i can't go well wif one particular horoscope... shall i say the horoscope out? i tink i will if anybody of this horoscope try to pissed me...

i am not crapping and joking here... get it!?

Purely Writen by weiqi at 3:01 PM

Saturday, April 22, 2006

thoughts

some thoughts came to my mind....

tink i should out a stop to everything and to be complacent wif wad i had. dun ask for more. and ask for things that are in the past.

tink i should also move on. and let go... holdin on to it doesn't help... it needs both hands to clap. i am jus a nobody ya?

hate it when hope is given, and taken away by the same person... really hate it...

well, today on, i promise myself not to talk to u anymore. and trust me. i won't break my promise.

Purely Writen by weiqi at 1:12 AM

Friday, April 21, 2006

weird sch, weird teachers, weird comments

went to lot 1 today. saw zss teachers. one of the teacher, somehow gave really strange comments... haiz... hate these kind of teachers... talk wif no sense...

*tired*

Purely Writen by weiqi at 9:39 PM

Thursday, April 20, 2006

hw are never ending!

oh gosh... sometimes really feel tired in doing all these hws... like maths... haiz.. giving us so many questions without ans to check... so wad for? do we know our mistakes? NO!

this is already week 5... mid year is coming soon... first paper will be GP. hope i can read up more...

slp from 6 till 8.30... lerthagic.... hope i can get more slp on sat and sun... BUT, got to do interview on sat~! and got to wake up super early.... arrgh....

*insane state*

Purely Writen by weiqi at 9:12 PM

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

chem pra

yest was such a clumsy day la... smth wrong wif my hand...

yest was having chem pra... and we are using a new apparatus... 10ml pipette. its so thin and fragile... mrs tan told us to be careful as it breaks easily... suddenly.~ i have got the feeling that i will break it... lol... and yup~! my guard feeling is always rite. i broke it~! arrgh.... for the past 6 years, i din break any... but yest.... haiz... paid $2.10 for that la... so sad..

then played bball... oh gosh... couldn't catch the ball properly... slippery hands and ball... so sad...

but overall... yest was a good and memorable day... thanks to that pipette.... *bleahx*

"weiqi, jing qu wan!"

"orange ni de tou la... shi weiqi la!"

Purely Writen by weiqi at 7:34 PM

Monday, April 17, 2006

music sch open house

yup.. went to lee wei song music sch openhouse on sunday.. finaly got somebody to acc me... haha..

went there and heard a bad news... yida was there on sat~! i was like... OMG>>>> haiz...

then started to listen to the talk given by wei song and other teachers... after the talk, there are three events that we can sign up... they are , sing and record ur song in the recording studio, attend a trial lesson of vocal training and lastly, compsoing class... haha

i went for the composing lesson first... the teacher teaches me how to play the chords of tian kong.. LOL... well, its fun~!

then i went for the recording... og man, its so cool la... a rare experience in a recording studio... really... so nice la.... recorded tao wang... was desperate, so dunno whicj song to choose.. haha.... i wish i can enter the recording studio again~

then went for the singing lesson... its fun.. the teacher lin jun jie, his singing simply rox~~~ like him.. he is very good looking too....

then headed back home... bought a eeyore plush toy~~ haha... i love eeyore... frens, if u wanna get me smth.. hmmph... haha... u should know wad to get... LOL...

ok... will tml be a happy day? i really hope so~! :)

Purely Writen by weiqi at 8:38 PM

Saturday, April 15, 2006

blog song

changed my blogsong... changed to s.h.e's fen xiang... love this song...

was looking thru youtube. encounted a video that i created by thailand fanclub.. they used this song and made a video clip of s.h.e... how they come by this 5 years... well its touching... they shared so much sorrows, happiness together.. no matter wad, they are always there for eachother...... this is wad i really admire abt them..

its so diff to get friendship like them... isn't it?

Purely Writen by weiqi at 1:24 PM

new blogskin~!!

haha... dun get a shock~! its a new blogskin... welcome to my blog~!

credit: all thanks to YogES.... haha... thanks a million.. u did a great job... !!!!

Purely Writen by weiqi at 2:30 AM

Friday, April 14, 2006

isolation

hmm... i guess all i need now is a pat on my shoulder and some one whould say "i need u, friend."

dun feel quite right now..

guess i expect too much.. thought i could get to know frens whom i could regard as buddies... but... it seems like the dream has shattered...

tues.. hmm... can i enjoy?

Purely Writen by weiqi at 11:41 PM

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

bye bio spa

yes! spa is finally over... yes~!

thats all.... hehe...

Purely Writen by weiqi at 9:55 PM

bio spa

bio spa tml... *shiver shiver*

there it goes...

photosynthesis is the process where photoautotrops use simple inorganie substances like carbon dioxide and water as starting materials for the syntheis of complex organic compounds with the use of light energy.

photosynthesis consists of 2 stages. the first stage reuqires the use of light energy, which is called the light dependent reaction. its role is to produce energy in the form of ATP and reducing power in the form of NADPH, for light independent reaction. for the seconf stage, it does not require light and its role is to produce sugar for the plant.

of the 2 processes, light dependent stage is directly affected by the wavelenght, but not the light independent stage. this is bcos the light energy is absorbed by the photosystems to drive the light rxn. dark rxn do not need light energy to drive this rxn.

light dependnent stage involves the photosystems consist of the light harvesting complex and the light rxn centre. light is absorbed by the light harvesting complex and it is transferred to the rxn centre (P680) in PS2, eventually excites an electron to a higher energy level. the electron wif higher energy level will be captured by the primary electron acceptor, and passed down to the PS1 via ETC. ETC consists of various electrons carriers and series of oxidation and reduction rxn..

bla bla bla.. and it goes on... i type this without refering to my notes~! haha...

Purely Writen by weiqi at 12:41 AM

Sunday, April 09, 2006

10.55

waking up a little abit early today.. ate bread and waiting my mum to return from market for my lunch... haha.... and at 1.30, gonna watch encore of the finals...

feel kind of down and weird now. guess i start to miss everyone again... the dean fc ba... they are all funky ppl..

well... will she come online ever again? will she change her acc? will she rmb me? arrgh...

frustration.

disappointment.

perplexed.

Purely Writen by weiqi at 10:56 AM

last day of dean...

morning, went back to sch for meet the parent session... it was fun... cos mrs tan praised me... "i like her" lol...

went down to cine... for the ccs thingy... then took a grp photo wif dean... then somehow, all of us followed her to heeren... feel kind of weird... then din go into the shop that she went in.. me, grace and xiao mai were outside.

started to sing jie tuo... and guess wad... i heard a crystal clear voice... and thats xiao mai~! oh my... she can really sing... comparing myself to her.. i suck... haha... really like her voice.. and i tink she sings really well... but somehow my weak voice blend wif hers... its nice... grace says so too...

dean left... she went to take bus.. said bye to her... wanted to tell her smth that is at the bottom of my heart.. but i dun get the chance... will i get the chance to say them out to her? haiz... i tink the ans is a no... hope there is miracle...

last pic?

dean fc

Purely Writen by weiqi at 12:26 AM

Friday, April 07, 2006

undergoing depression....

well... mum said something that sets me tinking... "ur life now is only abt sleeping, going online and dean-ing" haiz.... wad is she trying to say? means tat i din study at all? then wad am i gg to sch for? for fun? and its not that i din study... i studied... but does she see that? she din... i always study when she is sleeping... haiz..

i really hope she knows that i do study de.... why she doesn't understands me???? ARRGH!!!

tml is the day.. meeting the parent session... wonder wad my mum will say to my form teacher... her life is all abt..... bla bla bla....haiz.... i hope she doesn't say that... if she does, she is only disgracing me... and herself....

felt depressed....

Purely Writen by weiqi at 7:18 PM

Thursday, April 06, 2006

i am a pig

yest... din online.. cos slp from 7 pm to 6.30 am... omg... i am really a pig!

today... end sch early... got to slp for a while and somebody called me... haha.. and woke me up... but thanks for the call... if not i will slp till next morning again...

then got my hair cut... now... feel that i got no hair... LOL...

sat is meeting the parents session... haiz... hope mrs tan doesn't say bad things abt me... praise me ya~? haha...

and sat got css top 20 at k box... hmmm...

Purely Writen by weiqi at 7:25 PM

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

miss u guys...

hmm... kind of miss alot of ppl today... esp frens whom i know thru css events...

well, keep in contact ya...

hope to see u guys at k box this sat... hope i could make it... wanna see u guys and dean....

wonder how is the higher education day gonna be like... din really wish to attend... wan to see dean this sat... haha...

well, thats all for today...

Purely Writen by weiqi at 11:04 PM

Monday, April 03, 2006

i have cooled down

haha... i am not that pissed already.. cos managed to go to the finals.. yup. able to get in.. and cheered for dean~

well... today is the last day of the css ... and its the saddest show... almost everybody cried... and dean cried... i was like... wth, she is so man.. and yet... she shed her tears...

kind of miss dean.... miss everybody whom i know thru these events.... not sure when i have time to see these ppl again...

well, they got to go back to their schs... and concentarte on thoer studies... and i tink i got to... do the same ba...

haiz... feel really down... tears can't be controlled```` :'(

Purely Writen by weiqi at 9:42 PM

Saturday, April 01, 2006

foul mood

f* pissed.... seriously pissed... i know its april's fool... somehow everybody is fooling me....

wads the really big deal wif tix?
wads the big deal of the finals? why is it affecting me so much... its like... haiz.... it affects my mood to do my hw... and everything... WTF! i hate all these.... ARRGH!