Friday, March 31, 2006

disappointed...sad...

well... its time to face the fact...

no tix for finals. can't see the finals at the studio... simply sad...

i am holding my tears... haiz...

dun feel like blogging... thats all...

u have disappointed me....

Purely Writen by weiqi at 10:30 PM

Thursday, March 30, 2006

guilty..

tml will be a new phase of my life... tml onwards, there will not be any backup plans for me. just 3 A level subjects for me. feel kind of free but i still feel weird... guilty.. feel that i am giving up hope for myself... but... it seems to be a decesion that will give me some hope in A level... perplexed isn't it...

handed in the form.. and get to go home really early today... at 1.30... yesh~ finally i have got time to slp... din really study much today... maybe just to do my eng essay outline... its due tml and i ahve 9 essays to complete... haha... she is crazy~~~

sorry mus, cannot acc u for phy lessons... i thought i can endure wif the stress and heavy load of taking 4 A... but results show that i can't....

and sorry ppl whom i have disappointed...

sorry sorry sorry....

Purely Writen by weiqi at 7:33 PM

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

pissed la~~~

oh man.. today is not my day... arrgh..

cca starts at 4 today. and i ended sch at 1.30... waited for 2.5 hours!! kind of dumb.. but well, managed to do chem... so its not that bad...

gosh... 2 ppl pissed me off during cca... first was you jin... she complaoined that the pic that we took wif dunman high principal sux... i admit it is blurr la... but well, she insulted me la... criticised the cam that i have... "i tink ur cam is bought 20 years ago." WTF... said that the photo is like being thrown into the water... thats why it appears blurr... arrgh... i am ok if she said it once.. she repeated like for 3 times~! infront of the J1s~! arrgh... i am really wondering... if the photo sux, why would the mag bother to put the photo? mind as well get another pic from mr sng~! realyl pissed wif this......

then another student, trying to be like a parrot... copied wad you jing says... i was like... WTH... COULD U STOP IT~!

got back my phy... and suprisingly, i passed... well... in dilemma again~!

Purely Writen by weiqi at 9:16 PM

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

no mood

dunno why... dun feel good now... tml there is cca... starting at 4.30~! arrgh...

feel abit tired n dun wish to do work... but i know i got to do smth abt my studies...

well... is last fri and sat the best days wif you...? i really hope we have the chance to meet again... miss u ya~ haha... i sound stupid typing all these.... but well... i miss u.. as a fren... yup...

Purely Writen by weiqi at 10:59 PM

Monday, March 27, 2006

sianz...

long day... haiz... hope we can always take exams...

just watched css... omg.. dean looks cute and pretty in that white outfit... really nice... hope she can wear these type of clothing in the finals...

upload one pic that i took wif her on sat... quite nice... like it the most...

Purely Writen by weiqi at 9:27 PM

Sunday, March 26, 2006

love

managed to chat wif some frens.

feel that all i need is love.

well, who can give me this?

Purely Writen by weiqi at 10:49 PM

enjoyable days...

fri and sat were 2 days that are kind of unforgetable... really fun and nice... cos dean rmbs my name and me... LOL... well.. its not taht all la....

gave my poster to her to sign.. and she wrote to:weiqi... i was like... OMG... she rmbs me... this is good la... and took photos wif her... she held the hp and took the photo wif me...

realyl hope she can get thru the finals and be the female champ~ really... zhi yang too... all the best~

Purely Writen by weiqi at 5:18 PM

Friday, March 24, 2006

happy...

haha... today is a happy day.. end of common test... and haha... see dean...

well... msg to zean: hey... thanks alot leh~~~ without u, i won't get the chance to... haha... thanks~ hope there is another chance la...! yeah~~~

well... wad exactly had happpened? lol... lazy to type it out... ask me in msn to find out more... jkjk..

Purely Writen by weiqi at 11:22 PM

Thursday, March 23, 2006

sing~~

after chem p1, went k box wif xiang and add.. had fun but my condition today isn't very good. disaapointed leh.. haiz...

and i went to 7-11 for 3 times~~! to check out for the css mag... but it is not released yet.. arrgh...

well, nth to blog...

I AM PISSED WIF U. NAMELESS AKA UNKNOWN! IF U WISH TO COMMENT ON ME, PUT UR NAME! DUN TRY TO MAKE A FOOL OUT OF URSELF HERE!

Purely Writen by weiqi at 8:11 PM

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

sianz

so pissed wif myself today... din noticed that i left my com on... and msgs keep coming in... and i accidently switched off~!! arr... din see the msg... arrgh! sorry peeps~

today met up wif amanda and esther.. they came to my house... watched dean's recorded video... LOL... if dean do see this... notice: come to my house if u wanna watch ur performance~! LOL...

distance away from dean is so near yet so far... esther was calling her at my house la... i was like... arrgh... how wish i could just talk to her on the phone... but.. i din la... but nvm... i believe that i could have dean in my house one day to watch videos together... haha... *DAY DREAMING*

Purely Writen by weiqi at 11:47 PM

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

Dean got into finals~

yes~ she got into finals..~

well, happy for her and hope she could do her best int he finals..

but she dun seems to be happy wif the results... i guess its bcos of renfred... i tink she expected adriano to get in... adriano did fairly well... but as for renfred... haha... lots and lots of room for improvement... he is depending on his votes... he is rich, thats why...

i really hope the champion will be given to someone who really knows how to sing... and have the potential.... stop counting the votes~!! those wif ears abd eyes should know that zhi yang and teresa are good~~~ even dean is better than renfred... hope either one of this three could get champion... but not... hmmph... haha...

din study for phy... LOL...i guess even if i prepare for it, i still can't do the paper... so... bye phy~ this is the last time studying u~ LOL...

Purely Writen by weiqi at 7:06 PM

Monday, March 20, 2006

last round of semi finals...

oh gosh~~ today is the last round of semi finals... and this is the crucial round for dean to enter the finals~~ i am super nervous and excited... really hope she can make it to the finals~~~

actually wanted to go down to mediacorp today de... but... i hate the travelling time.. and it is realyl tiring gg down... but i wish to see dean~~~ haha... if she dun get in today... no more dean for me~~~ hope this won't happen...

well.... all the best to dean~~~ hope she did read the msg that i send her last night~~~ *nervous*

Purely Writen by weiqi at 4:15 PM

Sunday, March 19, 2006

haha...

nth interesting happened today~~~ BUT until i come online! lol...

firstly i saw A online... (shall not say who is this person).. then i decided to talk to her although A put busy as the status... so i was like... hi.. are u excited abt tml's css? and she replied... Dean is beside me now... i was wth~!!! wad should i do man... should i continue to talk to her? or wad.. i got so high~~~ lol...

then i dunno wad to do.. and i got so luan and worried... i was typing nonsense also.. and A was saying... Dean is laughing at u... i was like... haha... i can imagine how the 2 of them laughing were laughing at me... haha.... then i decided to say hi, dean... and guess wad she replied dean>>hi... haha.. so happy... haha..

its so happening~~~~ haahahhaa...

Purely Writen by weiqi at 11:37 PM

Friday, March 17, 2006

blog song~~

hey ppl... uploaded a song.. rui en's bai sei yu mao... but it is not by rui en...

well... the sound quality sux... cos i compressed it... haven find a better way to upload a big file...hehe... hope u guys dun mind...

GUESS WHO SING THIS!! haha... and give some comments ya~ thanks~~~ tag tag tag!!!

Purely Writen by weiqi at 1:03 AM

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

trying to let go...

trying to let go... trying to dislike d***... but it seems not to work put for me... lol... somehow, D*** is still "attractive" towards me... haha.. it sounds abit wrong, well... hope i will stop liking D***...

Purely Writen by weiqi at 11:14 AM

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

i feel dumb

after gg for css, i really feel dumb out of a sudden...

gg down to mediacorp after sch, to support dean... made myself feel so lethargic... waste time... and today, made card for dean, waited for her to take pics wif her... and end up gg home in taxi... spent $9.30 for fare....

i feel dumb!! why am i doing all these for dean? wad do i get from all these? wads the big deal if dean rmbs me? or chat wif me online? WHATS THE BIG DEAL?

recalling all the auto sessions that i went... SHE, Yida, YAnzi.... waking up early to queue... waste time there... just to get their signature... why ar? wads that for?

amanda felt the same way too... we both felt dumb after today's css... its such a coincidence... well, maybe its time to wake up.. and to grow up...

Purely Writen by weiqi at 2:16 AM

campus superstar... results sux!

well, went down to mediacorp today.. watched campus superstar.. and i expected dean to screwed up the song.. and she did.. she went breathless, forget the lyrics, couldn't reach the high notes, dance rigidly... well, nobody is perfect, but i tink she did not focus and not much effort put in... and she got thru this round.. i would say its luck.. she got the lowest mark leh... how could she get in.. guess is bcos of luck and the votes...

yu yang and khim are out... dun understabd why... they are good la... i tink clara and adriano should be out...( or dean) haiz... comp is like this la... but its good to be out... so they could focus on their studies...

some pics that i have taken...

me and dean...

me and zhi yang... he is cute...

yu yang and me... mrs tan fav contestant... lol...

happy birthday to dean too~~~~~

Purely Writen by weiqi at 1:49 AM

Thursday, March 09, 2006

common test

today is the start of common test... today is gp paper... kind of disappointed wif paper 1... missed out the easy qn.. but come to tink of it, i dun have much info and facts to support.. so... its ok... happy that 1 paper is down..

have been very weird recently... wanted to be alone and keep quiet, dun talk to others... dunno wad happend to me... i only could open up myself to some ppl only... can anyone tell me wads the problem? is it that i lose faith in friendship...? or have i seen the real side of those ppl whom i shut them off? i dunno....

pics... of dean...

like this the most...

Purely Writen by weiqi at 3:25 PM

Monday, March 06, 2006

pics...

haha... mus says that dean is super handsome, man, and shuai... lol... will show more pics of dean~~~

Purely Writen by weiqi at 12:47 AM

Sunday, March 05, 2006

sleepy...

slp at 12 last night and wake up at 11.30 pm... and i am still sleepy... i guess i have not been slping well for the whole week... even this 11 hours of slp doesn't help me...

feel very weird yest at k pool... got nth to talk wif cx and to the guys... my smiles to them are fake. i dunno the actual resong behind it.. but i know that there is nobody there who really understands me ba...

listened to ah mei's song.. wo yao kuai ler : i want to be happy... this is wad i hope so.. feel quite down... bcos of the same old reasons again... sch, frens... and maybe, not happy of myself... hate myself in this state... i really hope to be happy again... really....

Purely Writen by weiqi at 3:13 PM

Saturday, March 04, 2006

dean~~~

slp at 3 am last night and woke up at 6am in the morning... slp for only 3 hours... tired... went for cca. then went to j8 at 12.30... to meet up wif amanda and grace to check out our css, DEAN!! haha... was really funny today..

firstly, we were tring our very best to avoid the cam man... and we were doing a great job... but then, towards the end, three of us shouted "geraldine!"... geraldine looked at us and waved back~!! we were so happy... BUT, we released that the cam man is recording us~!!! oh shucks... all out efforts of avoiding the cam had gone to waste... haha.... hope we dun appear on the tv...

before we left the outdoor stage, we shouted dean again, and she waved back again~~~~ lol... i guess she tinks that we are crazy.. lol...

then we went to the carpark area, where they will take their leave from there... we waited and waited... was tinking we have the chance to take photo wif her or not... and i held on to my i-weekly, hoping that she will come over and sign it... finally, we saw dean coming down form the third storey... and we were the only three fans there... haha... we asked dean to come over... gave my mag to her and asked her to sign.. and she asked "where to sign ar?" haha... she is super cute la... told her to sign beside her pic... then the three of us were like crazy ppl... dunno wad we are doing and all of us were in a excited state... haha... then we took turns to take photo wif dean... lol... funniest thing was that the security repeated his words twice " its time to do geraldine" lol...

then she took her leave, and we kind of walked past the bus that they took... and dean peeped at us~!!! lol... and we waved back to her.. she is so cute~~~~~ haha.. then when we really took our leave, i peeped her, and i saw her peeping at us again~~~~ haha... i hope by peeping and waving to us for so many times, she will remember us... the three morons... lol...

pic... me, amanda and dean

blurred... bcos of... ahmm....

the three morons... haha...

act fierce....

haha... does that remind u of ella's face? lol..

Purely Writen by weiqi at 10:40 PM

Friday, March 03, 2006

hee...

today is a long tiring day... but had fun during chinese lesson.. today is our last chinese lecture, the very last chinese lesson that we have... kind of miss chinese lessons.. haha.. at least chi lessons are better than Gp lessons... opps..

today we had a singing lesson.. lol... we sang songs together... a number of nice songs... and my very beloved class and tecaher, sabo me up to sing... was really pai se... haha... but thanks to zoey who acc me up... but she din sing... at first i chose to sing bu xiang zhang da (not minus one).. after singing the first part, mrs chua ting ting dun let me go... she wants me to sing another song wif minus one... gosh... din have warm up.. and my throat is like... haha.. so worried that i will bo yin... and the worse thing, there is only 2 songs for me to choose... which is tian kong and yi shi de mei hao... haha... end up i sing tian kong.. i would tink i sing still ok la... din go off key.. i tink... lol... thanks to ppl who applause... let me feel abit like a superstar... thanks.... and thanks for the complements~!!! ^_^ hope i have the chance to perform in front of the sch... haha...

Purely Writen by weiqi at 12:15 AM

Thursday, March 02, 2006

morning or night??

i peeps... its 1.25 am.. midnight or morning> lol... can't be bothered... got back my AO chinese result... thought i would do badly.. well, i am happy to get a A2... at least its a A... haha... hope next year, my name will be announced... 3 distinctions... lol... hope so...

i am really annoyed wif some things that are going on ard me... questions and questionings... plesae leave me alone... wad i need is my privacy also.. i can choose wad to say and wad not to... i really hope i get this basic respect... ppl should learn their own limits... but unfortunately, some ppl doesn't know...