Sunday, February 26, 2006

morning..

good morning peeps.. woke up at 9.09... wanan do some work.. cos yest i was out the whole day. met up wif xiang and add... well... had some kind of fun, but i somehow couldn't enjoy myself... guess its bcos of upcoming common test.

on fri, during our ct time, mrs tan gathered all the students taking 4 a level subject students together to have a chat. she asked me what am i busy wif, and stupid zoey said that i liek geraldine. lol... i was like... wth... y are u telling mrs tan that... so malu... mrs tan started to say abt the show and she likes yu yang~! lol.. she even watched every episode... then she started to say smtht that shocks me.. she likes me~~ and i am a person who is very versatile...hmm... versatile... haha... dun really know her actual meaning.. but well, its good to be liked by teachers... hehe.. thanks mrs tan for making my day on fri...

Purely Writen by weiqi at 9:39 AM

Saturday, February 25, 2006

smth wrong!

something is wrong wif me... really... while chattign wif D*** yest night, i felt so nervous. dunno why... and this really confused me... why should this be happening to me? i dun undsertsand... can somebody ans me? WHY?>!!!

Purely Writen by weiqi at 2:46 PM

Friday, February 24, 2006

blog

didn't blog since the 19th... have been busy this week.. with test and SPA from monday to thurs... finally i got the time now to blog... ok.. i shall type wad has happend these few days...

monday: had lessons until 5... actually have to stay for PE from 5 to 6... was not feeling very well... had blocked nose... and cough... dun wan to do the runnings... running ard the track for 8 rounds~!!?? haha... its crazy... so i decided to go off... and i wen down to mediacorp to watch campus superstar~!!! haha... got the tix on sunday night... at 1 am... lol.. thanks to Zean ( Dean's fren) i was chatting wif her. i was saying that i have not seen dean before, so she went to search or smth, and she managed to get an extra tix for me~!! lol... was happy... able to see dean and watch the revivial round... the atmosphere there was totally diff from the tv program.. everybody is super high...~! haha... and i stayed for the results show... we are able to know the resuts first cos we started the recording of results at 10.30... was super happy that dean got in... she is chio and shuai man... wanted to take photo wif her, but dun have the chance... but she said, next time ba... hehe...

Wednesday: had phy SPA.. was super dissapointed ... all my calculations are wrong~~ can u believe it... its such a simple SPA, yet i can screw up... dun understand why i am so dumb... arrgh~~~~~~

today: reached home early today.. hehe... can watch my video and slp... and chat wif yn online with the mic... audio conversation... lol..

guess i will stay up tonight to complte my hw ... i wanna go plaza tml to see guo mei mei... anyone wants to join me?? haha....

Purely Writen by weiqi at 9:53 PM

Sunday, February 19, 2006

dream...

yesterday i slp from 9m to 9am this morning..lol.. like a pig... and i dreamt of stupid things... but i dreamt of geraldine~!! haha... i was shooping at a shopping centre and i went into a shop which sells those acessories... i went to approach one of the sales assistant... and guess wad... geraldine is one of them... lol... i was like... stunned... she looks so shuai... opps... i really wish to see her in reallife la... yoges and kelly had saw her liao... jealous...

still sick... i no longer have fever... just flu and cough... but feeling much better... thanks to those who cares for me... esp kelly, who msg me everyday... haha...

as i woke up this morning, i have a urge of getting a dear for myself... lol... dunno why... suddenly feel so despo... maybe i just need somebody who really cares for me?hmmm, not sure...

Purely Writen by weiqi at 6:31 PM

Friday, February 17, 2006

no sch for me today...

stayed at hm the whole day... woke up at abt 9 plus, to eat porridge and med... i hate eating med, but there are no other choice.. felt much better today, but flu is not gone yet...

had appetitte in the morning, but in the evening, feel like vomiting... yucks... hate this kind of feeling... dun feel like eating anything...

hmm... yanzi went to congo... a very dangerous country i could say... they are having some internal war there and yet she chose to go over, to spread her love and care to the poor... hope she can come back as one piece on the 23rd... cos there are ppl there eating human flesh~! omg... she is already so skinny... dun choose her.... haha...

oh well, thanks to those who care for me... at least say ' take care' to me... will get well soon de... thanks~~~

Purely Writen by weiqi at 8:00 PM

Thursday, February 16, 2006

sick~

i am sick today... maybe i ate too much heaty food, or bcos of all the stress, or bcos of the helium gas that i suck? haha.. anyway, i am having fever, flu and sore throat... went to the poly clinic at abt three and waited for abt 1 and a half hour!! hate the waiting time... but managed to read thru bio notes... and i have 2 days mc... so will not go to sch tml..

was feeling really lonely yesterday night... and i cried when i listened to yanzi's tong lei... i am seriousely affected by the stuff that are happening around me... seems like kelly sensed smth or its just conicidence, she msg me... i told her how down i felt, and she gave me a call.. thanks to her~ at least i can tell someone how i felt.. made me felt better after talking to her.. her call and sms made me feel that i am not being forgotten... :P

and at night, chat wif yoges... felt better also.. so thanks ya~ thanks for giving me some assurance... that i am not replaced and forgotten~

ok, hope my fever will be gone by tml... and stay happy~!

Purely Writen by weiqi at 11:15 PM

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

haiz..... replaced and forgotten

blog... a place where i can just type wadever i wan... and nobody will stop me or interupt me..

feeling very down recently... bcos of sch work, frens, and some problems thats are happening around me..

sch work... more and more work... feel very tensed up and not much time to have fun... guess this is life in jc2.. hope As can come real soon... so all of us can get over and done wif...

frens.... guess bcos of studies, need to clear away all distractions... and one of my distractions are frens... should i not contact anybody? so i can have more time for myself? should i classify frens as one of my distractions? i dunno...

recently.. there are some problems revolving ard jm, von... although i am not involved, but still i feel affected by it... from jm, she said that she is the one always being forgotten and replaced... feeling very lonely... after reading her blog, i felt despressed and at the same time pity her... cos i have undergone this before.. some f*ck up ppl used to do this to me... trying to put at a corner, made me feel alone.. and this suck up person is someone whom i used to tink is my best fren.... haiz.... why relationship btw humans are getting more and more fragile? why good frens could end up to be enemy? i dun understand... at the same time, i feel the same thing as jm do... feel that i am the one being REPLACED and FORGOTTEN....

Purely Writen by weiqi at 5:43 PM

Sunday, February 12, 2006

blog...

its been a long long time since i blog... just feel very lazy to blog.. and there is no pt blogging, since no one will look at it de.. haha...

lately, yanzi posted smth on the net...The art of losing isn't hard to master. its easy said than done...

have the feeling that frens are drifting away from me... add... she will officially start work tml.. will need to work for the whole week... so we will have fewer chance to meet up... and xiang... congrats to her... getting a c5 for her eng... this marks the start of her new chp in her life.. and she has decided to choose nursing... feel very happy for her... and at the same time... sad... for the past one year , its kind of a diff yr for her.. i will always try my very best to find time to talk to her and bla bla... and now, its seems like my job is done.. she is now happy..... she doesn't need me to be there for her anymore... after getting into poly, she will start her new life, getting to know more and more frens... maybe she could find somebody better than me.. and of cos, i will wish her all the best....

as for kelly... she seems to be busy wif her work.. we seldom have time to even sms... she always dun reply my msg de... haiz... up2 her ba... maybe i am just nth to her...

yoges... he is always being a grest fren to me... a very very nice fren... had alot of fun wif him last sunday when he came over to my house.. always had lots of fun wif him de... hope we can always be like this...

yao neng... did talk to him abt this... he tells me to cheer up and dun tink so much abt it...

well, maybe i am just nth to everybody... i am just a nobody....